>>32378 (OP)
>I'm 24 and still live with parents
Given the current economic situation and how high rent is on even a small, single bedroom apartment (~$1200 per month where I live), unless you wind up in a situation where you reliably have enough income to put toward that, you're probably going to have to accept living at home. I still do at twenty-eight, and two other people I know (twenty-nine and twenty-seven) do as well. My parents say that's likely to just be how things have to be from now on, and to accept that people my age will never be able to afford to live on our own the way they got to without a high end job.
>I'm unable to start, like there's a circuit breaker which prevents me from doing this.
I would say that, as a starting point, find something that you can enjoy doing in your spare time that you find both enjoyable and is productive in some small sense. Doesn't have to "socially acceptable" or lead to being a normalfag, but just something to find a drive to do anything in general. Speaking from experience, even a NEET should have some sort of hobby to pursue.
>>32402
Some people just want to be socially acceptable because they feel that's what's society expects of them to have any worth, or that it reflects well of them. Friend of mine is a wannab