6am here
Two days without eating. Fuck up sleep schedules
Living with parents (technically, they are living with me, we don't have nursing homes here like in USA), I personally hate my boomer dad, he don't make any money, is stressful to have him around and he's a pig. He only talk about politics, not even insightful, he just repeats what he heard on the radio or tv, he has no connection with me, my mom or my half-sisters and in fact he spends more time online than the average neet, he actually cheat on my stupid mother and she barely cares.
After three years I'm once again talking with someone I used to love, but I'm afraid we will never get in the same level of friendship like back in 2018/2019, we used to love each other, but it's over I guess, for the past three years it seems the only thought she's had towards me has been paranoia, meanwhile, I really missed her and dreamed about her a few times. Nobody IRL appeals to me like she does.
I feel like shit exposing how much I like her and how eager I am to talk to her, while she still acts very superficially and avoids answering my questions.
The webring is the only place online where I try to interact with other people on a daily basis.