Is that possible?
Say that I want to become a Christian, but my personality traits (which God gave me so he cannot complain) are all the complete opposite of kneeling, groveling, begging, self castration (mentally and physically), and I refuse to be a sub for anyone, including Jesus. Simpering and self effacing is effeminate and I refuse to do it.
Would that be okay with Christians? And also God?
Like, I could nod respectfully. But the thing where we're expected to prostrate ourselves and cut our dicks and go on and on about how horrible we are doesn't appeal to me at all. And considering God made me this way, he has no right to complain about his own creation.
I could nod respectfully, speak highly of God, and salute. I could definitely salute. But a relationship between man and God must be based on mutual respect, not this weird submissive thing. Being a sub is for women and faggots.