>>4377
>To be frank I was talking about all anons (I assume there were some besides you) who were interested in esoteric topics.
that much i assumed, but i don´t know what happened to the others so i can only speak for myself, and even if i did, well, they can speak for themselves
>Did you ever get into any kind of practice?
in time i´ve been giving up on any new age fuckery, you don´t practice things, you just exist, its an ontological thing
its like learning to walk, once you can walk your interaction with the environment changes, the whole context of the world shifts with the realization of walking, in the same way thus, you notice certain things, and once you notice them, you cannot unsee them, and your way of interacting with the world fundamentally change, it is neither good nor bad, it just is what it is
i don´t even read that much anymore, i´ve moved on to fiction and sometimes writting some stuff myself and/or working on some personal projects, but what i write is fictional too, nothing explicitly esoteric, from time to time i re-read some passages that stuck to me but not much
if i have to give you the short answer: you don´t practice things, you become the practice
>Do you still think Taihou is a real being that you can interact with (and by extensions can anons have real waifus?
Everything is real, people deny this because they are either smug retards, or they have an agenda, and most of the time they are smug retards with an agenda