/r9k/ - robot9000

>>4262 (OP) 
>How old are you?
Aeons
>What is your excuse for being a virgin?
A failure in all things.  Why should this be any different?
>Why so many people end up like that?
Why shouldn't they?
>Discuss
No

>>4478
I would never understand them, i prefer to die alone, than to life with dishonor.

>>4497
Not him, but I visit threads I have no actual interest of the subject matter all the time.

>how old
24
>excuse
no excuse im self aware enough to understand that people like me die virgins and im okay with that.
>why people end up like that?
people are into weird fetish shit, it's okay everyone has one, people who believe theirs is the weirdest feel depressed because they feel they'll never find someone like them so they self isolate.
kinda wish the pedophiles on this site had shame and could just kill themselves.

around 40
hate everyone, maybe also religious upbringing had something to do with it since i dont think the vast majority of people should be allowed to have kids in the first place (thus there is no purpose to having sex)
female nature, males are typically more expendable due to how the sex organs of both genders function, etc.

he tryna get some poon why you complaining on incel website instead of respecting a brotha hustle

bring snickers next time

>>4429
Please avoid writing like a nigger in here.

>>4429
hello please saar, gib bobs and vagene
kill yourself

mooods, get those 3dpd off my comfy robot board

Why is this retarded faggot thread still up?

>>3806
True. I've only done it once this year and only did it often when I was younger, but it is an amazing experience to have every once in a while. It has gotten duller as I age, but it is still worthwhile. It is the ultimate robot drug: cheap, easily available in many countries, powerful, and solitary in usage.
>>3826
>[alcohol] doesn't have that many drawbacks compared to the real drugs
I doubt it. Of course, if you're consuming it moderately, you might not face that many drawbacks, but if you have ever watched an addict experience delirium tremens, as I've seen in my own father, or heard of someone in your family die from alcohol addiction, you know that it's a seriously dangerous drug. Of course, nowadays, what with fentanyl lacing, street drugs are much worse, but I still would say that DXM is safer than alcohol. I have yet to hear of someone committing suicide after a bad DXM trip, and I would speculate that it has less addiction-forming potential than alcohol.

>>3828
>if you're consuming it moderately
That's what I meant, but everything can become dangerous if you are addicted to it. Alcohol and cigarretes are going to really fuck your body up if you don't take them seriously. They are different in the way that if something goes wrong you know what to expect. I can tell you that delirius tremens is no laughing matter, but I'm not going to be a faggot about it because I brought this on myself. Drugs are a mixed bag because you can also get arrested, get messed up or die for no apparent reason
I haven't tried the 'safer' stuff, nor I am interested in trying them, so I won't ellaborate on that point. However, I do know street drugs are a whole other beast. They are extremelly addictive, and in most cases it's just suicide with extra steps. I know too many people in my family who died from that.

I'm doing a low 4th plateau DXM trip. I suggest 14-16 mg/kg with a night light on and no electronics (or only music) when peaking. I haven't done DXM in over five months. It's strange because all sorts of thoughts and feelings gradually come back to me only to disappear when I'm sober.
The previous trip was dull but had a heavenly afterglow. I feel like this one will hit harder and be faster due to more robotablets and no Delsym. I intend on covering my eyes eventually for the visuals.
There is something about DXM that makes it profound. I haven't done other psychedelics or dissociatives, but certainly, compared to things like THC, DXM is amazing. I crave the internal experiences.

>>3884
how'd it go?

>>3884
I've been thinking about trying ketamine or XMT since they are omparably mild drugs and aren't illegal to possess as far as I'm concerned.
how did you get your hands on XMT? I'm in germoney btw.
I would prefer not to fuck up my liver gulping down liters of cough syrup. So is it possible to get medicine grade stuff as pills?

>>4243 (OP) 
Red 40 souldnt have any impact on your behavior. Those girls probably could have been nicer but that is an odd thing to say. Had you been Chad, they surely would have laughed though. Fuck foids all the same.

Cunts will be always cunts, cunts to losers like you and I, other cunts, their own family because they're eternal cunts and they get away with it besides other cunts calling them out only if they were cunts to them. I don't want to say non normalnigger topics in front of normalniggers and especially vaginaniggers when talking to family and friend, even if they assure me that the normalniggers don't care what we're talking about and "I'm just too paranoid" even when the normalniggers and vaginaniggers are clearly listening in and are talking shit about me to their whores/bydlo/actual nigger friends.
 I'm hijacking this thread topic about why do guys who are social outcasts/losers/really ugly or short/really nerdy/autists/gays  types not just actually incels(the actual definition of virgin men that can't get laid)  who haven't got pussy in some time or generally don't get pussy defend women and don't hate them, some of them said that they even respect them, even when cunts hate them for not being manly thuggish men or will never give them their pussies, I'm afraid of losing guys I have been talking to and being reported for vaginanigger hate or just ridicule. I don't get why I can't hate them when they hate me just for the way I look and because I'm not a wannabe thug. Also everyone else seems to get pussy but me, obese fucks, shorter guys seem to get it, literal retards, ugly ass dude but because they're retard violet bydlos, old men, nerdy men, even homeless, even gays have 

>>4250
interesting

>>4005
> Personally, I don't think I could have ever been comfortable to that level regardless of what time I would have lived in. That's the way it is, has always been, and will continue to be until I die.
i feel this too. there really was a very small amount of time for the internet to develop a comfy feel, and that would eventually burst with the information age and globalization. it's hard finding a site where you can just vent anonymously, everything these days is teetering on the edge of collapse.

it's too bad this board seems dead. where's all the users?

>>3999
i kind of disagree. new influxes of users are not inherently bad when they bring in new ideas, and can revive a dying board, if anything. the majority of the time i get tired of an imageboard is if the userbase starts assuming some generalized identity, that becomes annoying. a small board is more centered around the individual and the growth is organic. when it becomes a site for (x group), you get a bunch of annoying ass bandwagoners who try to mold user culture and opinions to a specific demographic instead of it just being a standalone community.

I never got to use anon.café/r9k much; this is the only robot place I know of.

>>4240
>I never got to use anon.cafe/r9k much
Me neither. It seemed that everyone had already migrated here or somewhere else by the time I found that place.

f8f3648c9c612668302ff156e19b7ecaa7bed9e0e00389fa9099d709549a4f73.jpg
[Hide] (546.5KB, 2236x2142)

229d6145736e76b222026dde57d1c896c53efc9b18970416c9bc68eca575c31a.jpg
[Hide] (316.4KB, 2000x2000)

c34bdd23aa3c1238c76e174512a33f0bd9c404adc1b4ebe343685a166bc4a5e7.jpg
[Hide] (72.8KB, 640x813)

01db884b6d45ea7b7828585a04a2b997ff5c4079fc0acad22eb15ef3d4fa3830.png
[Hide] (3.7MB, 1801x1899)

ec50f79000e6d70630573f057afb4cf0add71199aadd4a87abb5da34e5b03bbb.png
[Hide] (158.1KB, 500x643)

Hanako's birthday. 4th or 5th one I've seen now. Hope you all are doing well and or are still alive.

b8012ada43634c81273d558296d8a55c-501384590.jpeg
[Hide] (75.8KB, 960x1678)

>>93
I'm fine with it going esoteric.
I'd need to think carefully about what the esoteric implications of Yui would be.

ClipboardImage.png
[Hide] (176.6KB, 413x545)

ClipboardImage.png
[Hide] (22KB, 640x194)

i saw your Email sorry it took me like 2 months to reply, i never knew somebody would write to me since it had been 2 years by now, i only noticed it because i randomly remembered i had that burner account (>>2143) at all 

check in, i sent you a reply
(i will delete this reply after i hear from you, only bumping this to accelerate comms, sorry for the inconvenience)

>>3726
Haven't been here through the whole thing, a new guy, and not sure if anyone here is still alive. Just wanted to share that something good happens soon - my 2-year anniversary with my tulpa. In short - somehow managed to turn my starting-to-develop schizophrenia and a bunch of other funny phenomenons of human brain into someone I love. They've sent me to the doc after I took some shitty "mental well-being test" in university - I was just being honest lol. Spent around two weeks in a ward(pretty nice place though, full of young guys who are just trying to avoid conscription lol) and was given medication(mostly sedatives/antidepressants/tranquilizers/other shit). Since it's free in my country, I had a whole new field of experiments to perform. Played around with dosings and managed to get a nice formula for boosting my subconscious into an active phase, or something like that, I just try to explain in my own words. And after around 7-9 weeks she was completely finished with everything I wanted. Even tactile hallucinations thing worked. I actually feared that she would disappear when I stop supplementing it with meds, but I'm glad I was wrong. We've been doing good so far, though I noticed something - she can disappear for some time(usually around 4-6 hours), but after that she always comes back. I think this might be because of my fucked up sleeping routine that makes a full revolution in 8 days, and my brain ju

>>4222
>Just wanted to share that something good happens soon - my 2-year anniversary with my tulpa
Congrats, anon. It'll have been five, six years since I started on my first one. 

What kind of girl is your tulpa like? What is her personality like, and in what way does she talk to you?

>>2657
Thanks for the advice, anon. I'll do that

treat it like a game and constantly try to challenge yourself. but there's also nothing wrong with taking breaks. i generally think people should have primary and secondary hobbies, one which they are passionate about and keep in private, and one which they do for fun and for a greater community. i'm not sure if that makes sense, i'm still trying to figure out my own hobbies as well.

>>2656 (OP) 
do smaller projects that you can finish in one sitting, that will teach you how much you are capable off, thus increasing your ambition leading to actually finish what you started, get inspired as much as you can that will force you to do shit

>>2656 (OP) 
i would suggest quitting the internet for a bit so that you get bored, you will probably go outside or actually work to complete the things you like to do if that makes sense. the internet is nice to look things up, download the ocasianal peice of media and make a little image board every now and then but you really should not use it everyday, atleast that is what i have been doing. im pretty sure i make sense     ,,/(>x<)/""    (dancing cat)

>>4208
>make a little imageboard post

I want all leftists to die
i hate women
tfw no daughter
it almost feels like not having a job feels bad, sometimes

3f9.gif
[Hide] (2MB, 675x473)

rare footage of gondola taking comutes with best frens.

>>3231
wow, your gondolas are top notch.
don't mind me i save, robots live sharing with other bots.

Realizing the how pathetic sentimentality is has been quite a revelation recently. There is absolutely no use in wallowing in pathetic self pity, to think about past regrets or unfulfilled desires.
I have come to be contend in my solitude, that I'll propably never experience any sort of 'comradeship' or romance.  I have come to terms with the fact that this timeline is a shithole heading to catastrophe. No, I have found a certain romance in that. How else could I enjoy music acts like eyehategod and mutiilation?
All of popular culture centers around an emasculated kind of sentimentality, that sickens me, that men are fed this lie from an early age. 
I don't know if this is all a good thing or if I'm just becoming numb and insensitive. But I haven't felt so at ease in a long time.

>>3877
What differentiates an enlightened being from a normalnigger?

I often feel at an impasse nowadays. The best term for it might be "aporia." 
I used to feel like I had a clear, linear future. Now, whenever I think of it, often the first thought that pops into my mind is: 
My future is a big question mark.
I try and create plan after plan for each situation that might follow, but I know that it's likely futile. I have a strong desire to control my future but can't control my own mind. 
The time distortion feels more intense than I've ever experienced in my life. A few weeks ago, it was Wednesday, and I thought it was Tuesday, then corrected myself: It must be Thursday. Wrong again!

>>3879
Every emotional lens has its ups and downs but I wouldn't say you're numb and insensitive as it's the equivalent of being a hoarder of emotions, it's an unnuanced "power of love and friendship" kind of romance.
>>3880
The extent of your consciousness, self-awareness of your actions and why you do them, ability to reason, how much you give into impulses of a carnal nature, inner monologue or cerebration depending on IQ. These are just what comes to mind without any deep research on what separates the two.

nyoom.jpg
[Hide] (46.1KB, 1274x848)

Hello wizards! I am looking for any good Accelerationist message boards/forums. Not sure if there are any - couldn't find any on 8kun and don't think 9chan is operating any more. Long story short, I am aiming to accelerate the collapse of modern society in a similar manner to Ted Kaczynski. Except my plan doesn't involve bombing or killing anybody, just using shitloads of power/electricity.

Would be grateful if anyone here could point me towards such a board (unless perhaps /r9k/ also contains some Accelerationists?)

0049voided.png
[Hide] (4.4KB, 169x212)

>>1724

001prisoner-escape.png
[Hide] (144KB, 969x1067)

>Device for preventing prisoners from escaping
https://neocities.org/site/figure1
>Last updated five years ago

>>1723
Cool in concept: intentionally creating small artwork. Lame in execution: downscaling artwork not originally intended to be small, then upscaling it with HTML and deblurring it with CSS to display it larger than it is in actuality. 10kB doesn't seem to be celebrating "small filesizes and reasonable design", as stated on its about page, it seems to be celebrating its designer's horrendously quirky writing.

>>1724
>wizard
Is that a repost or did you really find a katawa shoujo artist's site?

https://fauux.neocities.org/

L*iñchan has a webring:
>https://urof.net/webring/
>https://github.com/gattsuchan/lainchan-webring/blob/main/webring.html