/hikki/ - Hikikomori

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>>903
I'll try again and try to stick to the main point.

Happiness/Sadness are the expressions of chemicals in the brain.  Due to our biology, however, a consistently net positive expression of these chemicals is impossible, and is considerably more fleeting than one may realize.  This is backed up by happiness studies as well.  Therefore, happiness/sadness as a goal in life is impossible, and the information conveyed by these emotional states are useless and should be ignored.

>>906
Well, I guess I might as well keep talking to myself.

This thought has been sticking in my brain more and more, begging for it to get fully written out into some overly wordy manifesto.  There are so many societal morals that go out the window when one considers the impossibility of happiness.  There are so many therapies and psychiatric studies that appear more plainly to be nothing more than manipulative shams when one considers that happiness is an impossibility.

It completely changes the worldview, and I don't know where to begin with it.

I've been trying to code a game, but I either get overwhelmed by how big the task is, or when I break it down into small enough tasks the code gets so spaghetti that I lose track of everything.

>>910
I've been trying to improve the way that I plan it so the separate tasks really are segmented enough to not be overwhelmed.  I think I've come up with a way to design the system beforehand, and then use graph theory to simplify and modularize the codebase.  But, I doubt it.  I've only written a single function.

>>916
How is it going so far?

>>924
...I can't believe you had to explicitly explain why you were replying like that for me to figure out why you were replying like that.

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[Melodic Dubstep]
Au5 & Tasha Baxter - Stargate VIP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZY5dW2UOyLo&list=LL&index=83

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SVDYMONT x BRULIK x SHOGUN - EXODUS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXgk_MoIgrk&list=LL&index=139

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[Hip-Hop]
Yury - Branded
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdzFRpnlkzc&list=PL9MEKeO45UtUH52H5VSIUIACSxU1rC6jl&index=88

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[SyntWave]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hxhh3GXkOtU
Emil Rottmayer - Ultraviolet

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>>895
>fun games that don't have violence/killing in them
Off the top of my head, you could try idle games, hidden object games, text adventure games, rhythm games, or games like Animal Crossing (which are apparently called "social simulation games"). I don't know much about rhythm games personally, but I can link you to lists of the other four:
https://galaxy.click/
https://hogs.fandom.com/wiki/List_of_Games
https://www.ifwiki.org/Recommended_games
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_simulation_game

>>895
Where do you draw the line for "violence/killing"? For example, would something like Super Mario be too much for you? What about something where you "kill" inorganic things like robots? Assuming that those would be too much, aside from what the other anon listed, there are many other genres/games that potentially don't have anything resembling "violence/killing" such as puzzle games, racing games, etc.

>>848
Update:  still losing.  Still haven't got past the Oracle.  I've made zero progress in 5 months.

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>>913
Dawg just play a different game 😭 (pic somewhat related)

>>917
I want to prove to people that some people never get better and never improve and never win no matter how much they try.  This is my boulder to roll up this hill for eternity.

Well?

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I can't suicide because I have a soul.
All I can do is ask God to give me comfort, and to come fetch me soon. I'm on my last bit of will.
But I'm happy about the last 7 or so years of struggles, because it's helped me free myself from the chains of this world and flesh (sins like gluttony, wrath, lust, etc.).

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My tinnitus has been slowly getting worse and worse and worse.  If I commit suicide, I'm pretty sure that it'll be due to it.  It sounds lame because it's so minor compared to some of the other pain people deal with on a daily basis, but it's more of a Chinese-water-torture kind of thing.  Having had doctors shrug me off about it over the years doesn't help.

I think the only reason I haven't so far is just because my fear of pain is so high.  Even when I hold the metaphorical gun, I just imagine the intense pain--however brief--and it's always enough to scare me off from it.

I also frequently imagine what would happen if we lived in a world where suicide was normalized.  Like if the goddess Ixtab was a thing and it was just a totally normal part of culture to commit suicide whenever you wanted to.  I imagine that the world would have to be a much nicer place.  Because anything that would make that world bad would have people offing themselves like crazy.

>>914
might wanna try one of those experimental treatments to cure it

Suicide is for the truly brave.

>>831
whats wrong with incels?

Once people realise how to get NEET bucks and then wait for society to finally fall apart. Boomers are domestic terrorists. Maybe zoomers will think it's niche like how kids who grew up after '90s wanted to pretend the Internet wasn't like 20 years old already.

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>>830
You guys probably ruined neet.moe and made the admin quiet.
>>835
When everyone is a NEET, no one is. Day of the Pillow when? It's not zoomers' fault decades have ceased to have meaning.

>>749 (OP) 
It seems like the webring is on it's very last leg.
I guess it's because noone is advertising it. All we need to do is post links to the relevant section when in discussions on other places on the internet.
I guess a push to bring others to /v/ first would work best.

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>>897
>All we need to do is post links to the relevant section when in discussions on other places on the internet.
>I guess a push to bring others to /v/ first would work best.
I hope you're joking.

If you call yourself a hikki then you never were one to begin with

>>881 (OP) 
>2 million likes
it's so over

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>>881 (OP) 
No.

>>883
It's only 2 thousand, the guy who took the screenshot is a macaco and in the macaco language "mil" means "thousand", not "million". You can see how it says "7 de ago" on the top for confirmation that that's not English.

>>810 (OP) 

once in three month on average i order something online and pick it up from the post office

>>810 (OP) 
Only at night for Groceries

I used to be hiki. I think it's easier if you have a set task and a regular routine when going out. Once you're a familiar face you start to blend in.

i take the trash out

>>784
>How could another person know what someone's outward aesthetic means and infer someone's temperament and character and life trajectory
Estimates based on experience and logic

>Until exchanges like these are commonly understood to be criminal assault society will not improve.
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>>803
There is no God, this simulation is created by an Artifact from the dreams of visitors, players. 
The administrators withdrew themselves, perhaps they survived the simulation. 
However, next year the Little Fox and the Black King should appear again!

>>775
>at least had a father that actually taught me stuff(skills, wisdom, or any help to get into the real world).

Yours was a deadbeat too, huh? Did he throw tantrums like a toddler when asked to do that shit too?

>>558
>Dismissed on every concern and ignored.
Even on this very thread, by the looks of things.  Do you still feel invisible, anon?
>>599
Given how society is, though, I feel like you're justified.
>>758
You've done well to take counsel in Epictetus.
>>803
>Once I become homeless, I'll have to fill up my freetime with my imagination, and going through bins, etc.
"When you have nothing left to do, God starts to give you visions.  He starts adding clairvoyance into your life."
>I don't know why god even bothered to create such a shit reality.
It makes me partial to demiurge theory.
>>833
>Did he throw tantrums like a toddler when asked to do that shit too?
Oh my god.  Not that guy, but goddam yes.  How our parents failed us should be a whole goddam thread, but that is a good one.  When you're yelled at to help, and then repeatedly yelled at for not knowing how to help--IS IT ANY SURPRISE YOU SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE CURLED UP LIKE SELIGMAN'S DOG?!

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whole family worked in the same hospital, sisters being not very bright and still nursing gave my father the highest expectations for me, never got a scholarship in medicine and refused to pay for college, after my twelfth go at the SAT i just stopped

>>798 (OP) 
Hopefully someday things will start to turn around, and there'll be programs with very patient people to help out people like us. And hopefully the governments of the world will be forced to keep a certain percentage of factory jobs, because I think jobs with no skills required and no social aspect would be helpful for neets.