/hikki/ - Hikikomori

>>1081
Naw he's just new, of which is funny because it's hikki of which implies that likely people that are neets and hor hikki are very young aka still k-12.

*or 
not hor
obvs

But then somebody up there says they're 33 and yet they also say they werk. It being 'funny' still stands. Like /r9k/ wanting kids hikki has jobs. Such normalfag. Wow. You are now cursed to notice how often people type normie also on this site. The only hikkis that will be on here will be retired men with children that simply don't wanna be jewed by shit like facebook so they eventually find their way over on to imageboards, or at least come back to them like a kid does go back to church once older. Some may program at home for werk but you don't sit there on dank imageboards learning their culture and be successful at the same time as addictive behavior prevents success, or rather a workaholic does not have a life at all if he also has kids especially. 
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>>273
this nigger right here says  he works 3 days a week: >>242

Like with the /r9k/ your ilk sucks at gatekeeping.

>>1084
>You are now cursed to notice how often people type normie also on this site
The fact that the term "hikikomori" has garnered mainstream media attention makes it inevitable that we will see quite a few pesky normalfags around these parts, but if you look at the state of most anonymous imageboards currently you'll find that this one is much better (when it comes to lack of normalfags) than most. I'm not exactly sure as to why, but I'm glad that we can at least have this place to talk with each other no matter how slow it is.

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>>1081
>>1082
If you really think crypto is anything more than a trap bait, I have penis enlargement pills to sell you.

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>wake up whenever
>check chans
>check jewtube
>check email
>maybe make something easy to eat while watching whatever
>lurk on chans while playing vidya or watching anime or whatever
>read for 15 minutes when i can work up the focus, if friday read outside
>work out when i can work up the focus
>feed pet
>make dinner
>smoke if i feel like it, usually dont
>drink
>fap
>lie awake thinking about things
>sleep

i like breakcore mostly, it keeps me sane! my friend also showed me aphex twin's songs recently; its really calming ^^

irrelevent but I'm glad there's still a sign of life here

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We have a music thread already.

>>1059
I think it's because there's no place quite like this (to my knowledge at least). There's a few imageboards/textboards that haven't been (fully) infiltrated by normalfags quite yet, but none of them focus on the hikikomori aspect as much as this one, although that comes with the obvious drawback of appealing to a very niche userbase, which leads to the general inactivity that can be noticed here. This isn't inherently a bad thing for me, since I generally prefer slower boards, but I have to admit that it is a bit disheartening how there are only a few posts every month.

>>1041 (OP) 
become a TRUE hikkikomori and listen to loli ripe....

>>964
I really like NHK as a piece of literature for that same reason, it doesn't need to be a self-help book, give you a lesson or something like that. Just tell a story, then you could interpret it how you want.

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There's a Buffalo '66 reference in each version.

>>921
i can relate with the "keeping a safe distance is key to making it last".
i have trouble making any friendship last, i think i shild myself of emotions and eventually i get distant of genuinely nice people sometimes. my only lasting "buddy" is a guy that i know from 2013 at the church.
i think it only lasted that long because we barely interact, we stay months or years without seeing each other (last time i saw him was 2021).
i took my time to notice that behaviour in my psyche, i think it was caused by how my mom raised me.

we need a Hitler figure to whip us into shape

>>992
No Hitler can outhitler the Hitler within our hearts, Brüder...

>>1003
least based zzzchanner

>>989
This.

hey there, 
i'm also about to meet an old friend next month, he contacted me some months ago. it has been preety bad for me lately, i've been stuck in my home for months now.
maybe in the next weeks i will go back to look for a job, it has been an excruciating task.

>>1006 (OP) 
>VN
>together
Either you are the luckiest motherfucker ever or just gay.

one of the worst vns ever, couldnt finish it
>story about to get good
>shitty immersion destroying sex scene with an essays worth of text
>new thing commences
>repeat

How long have you been a hikki for?

In a row or in total? Because I have been on and off the lifestyle since I finished my education. A few months working and having to keep a semblance of sociability while at it, then quitting and locking myself up for a couple of years. I go back to my parents' sometimes. They used to try to fix me, get me out, go do something, but I think they have accepted I'm hopeless by now. I'm living with them again and we barely talk. I have never been much to talk, but at least they used to try. They don't even bother anymore, not even to complain about my dead weight or try to lecture me about my future.

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>>968
I remember the days of dysfunctional, unpleasant and impotent concern too. I agree with the notion that it may still be better than quiet acceptance. I'm sure your parents are just too busy with worrying about extremely important things like politics, news and social media to worry about trivialities like the continuation of their bloodline.

>>968
I almost miss the attempts

wait you are a bot right

okay I read it sir

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Where did you come from?

niggers

>>978
First time huh, i remember my first

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>>903
I'll try again and try to stick to the main point.

Happiness/Sadness are the expressions of chemicals in the brain.  Due to our biology, however, a consistently net positive expression of these chemicals is impossible, and is considerably more fleeting than one may realize.  This is backed up by happiness studies as well.  Therefore, happiness/sadness as a goal in life is impossible, and the information conveyed by these emotional states are useless and should be ignored.

>>906
Well, I guess I might as well keep talking to myself.

This thought has been sticking in my brain more and more, begging for it to get fully written out into some overly wordy manifesto.  There are so many societal morals that go out the window when one considers the impossibility of happiness.  There are so many therapies and psychiatric studies that appear more plainly to be nothing more than manipulative shams when one considers that happiness is an impossibility.

It completely changes the worldview, and I don't know where to begin with it.

I've been trying to code a game, but I either get overwhelmed by how big the task is, or when I break it down into small enough tasks the code gets so spaghetti that I lose track of everything.

>>910
I've been trying to improve the way that I plan it so the separate tasks really are segmented enough to not be overwhelmed.  I think I've come up with a way to design the system beforehand, and then use graph theory to simplify and modularize the codebase.  But, I doubt it.  I've only written a single function.

>>916
How is it going so far?

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>>895
>fun games that don't have violence/killing in them
Off the top of my head, you could try idle games, hidden object games, text adventure games, rhythm games, or games like Animal Crossing (which are apparently called "social simulation games"). I don't know much about rhythm games personally, but I can link you to lists of the other four:
https://galaxy.click/
https://hogs.fandom.com/wiki/List_of_Games
https://www.ifwiki.org/Recommended_games
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_simulation_game

>>895
Where do you draw the line for "violence/killing"? For example, would something like Super Mario be too much for you? What about something where you "kill" inorganic things like robots? Assuming that those would be too much, aside from what the other anon listed, there are many other genres/games that potentially don't have anything resembling "violence/killing" such as puzzle games, racing games, etc.

>>848
Update:  still losing.  Still haven't got past the Oracle.  I've made zero progress in 5 months.

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>>913
Dawg just play a different game 😭 (pic somewhat related)

>>917
I want to prove to people that some people never get better and never improve and never win no matter how much they try.  This is my boulder to roll up this hill for eternity.