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the filthy /pol/ bad goyem have figured out our 6 gorellion was a lie we must use our Kabbalah magic.
anyone know how to summon Misaki golem?
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>>530 (OP) 
Waste of time, golems always turn on you. The smart move is to burn your kippah and Talmud, move to a distant country under an assumed name, and tell the goyim that you're Turkish. They can't tell the difference.

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Just like the suicide thread in the previous board. Share any struggles you might have regarding suicide, any past failed attempts and/or why do you think suicide may be the answer to all this you're going through. 

I've been procrastinating/delaying my suicide plan for over 5 years now, partly because I'm scared of what comes after death as I cannot know for sure what will happen once I'm on the other side and this kind of scaring me and holding me back from killing myself. Maybe it's the survival instinct in the end? I attempted suicide for like 8 times in 3 years now and every-time I was saved by either a stranger or a family member and this didn't change my mindset or made me think less of it. The desire to eradicate this body, this existence is getting stronger day after day especially these days, but I'm still hesitating to actually go with it, as I still have somewhat of a brief feeling of hope that my ways might change in the future but then I rethink it and figure out that I'm in my early 20's now and still haven't done anything significant with my life, still trying to find a purpose, a motivation or maybe a dream to live for, meanwhile everyone my age around me is graduating college and passing through different phases with their lives, all while I'm still stuck in the no-purpose teenage-like kind of existentialism. It really gets very boring everyday and Idk what to do anymore.
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>>362
https://sanctioned-suicide.org/
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>>364
I can second the recommendation of this link. The people there are a bit normalfaggy, at least for my standards, but they're good people.
>>363 holy shit. this is really beautiful. did you make this? if you have anything else like this i would absolutely love to see more
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>>436
The animation? It's umami on jewtube.
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I used to be suicidal. Life is suffering and that is an undeniable fact. Pain is the positive force of life and what we call happiness is the absence of pain - just like how what we call cold is the absence of heat. Happiness comes from the fulfillment of desires, but fulfilling desires takes effort, it's much easier to just remove the desires by ending your life, it ends the pain just as well if not better since when you satisfy your desires you are abandoned to boredom. Anyway, what made me not suicidal anymore was embracing the suffering of life. We are raised to idealize our future and our generation in particular feels entitled to a happy life. This is just a lie. Life has always been full of suffering. But without pain and suffering we would have nothing. Through art we can transmute suffering into beauty. Through pain and sacrifice we can make progress in a given field. Like a space monkey shot into space to advance our understanding of the universe. Space monkey. That's kind of how I think about myself now. I don't care about my own happiness at all and so I am no longer suicidal. I'm still depressed as fuck though but my rational intellect is so far removed from my sense of self I literally don't care. It's like when your playing a videogame and your character's stamina and health bar is real low - it's just information, it doesn't affect you. I don't know.

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well /hikki/, what is the best and worst incarnation of nhk? the light novel will always be better then both the anime and manga to me and the anime is worse then the manga.
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>The fact that every version is different is more of an advantage. Easier to justify finishing all of them. I have the OST too, and it's great and only exists because the anime does.
that's Fair anon, the music is the best part of the anime as well.
I'm reading the official English translation of the LN, how accurate is it?
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>>309
its alright.
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>>310
anything better?
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>>501
if you can read nip the read the original however I own the light novel physically and it was pretty good last time I read it.

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キタ━━━(οΎŸβˆ€οΎŸ)━━━!!
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>>17
Its good. you should play it anon.
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>>7
Can you post ffmpeg command you used to make the webm? For some reason sound in webm I encode only starts after second or two.
Can't post right now but I also use vp9
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>>33
not >>7 but this should help you
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>33
fuck forgot to attach file
>>23
https://laingame.net/

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What games have you been playing recently /hikki/? What's the game you have put the most hours into?
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>>419
Very late. I have been the opposite of lazy, I have been doing too many things, so I haven't been checking imageboards as much. I can try to join a game or something else if you want me to. It doesn't seem like other people come here much, though.

>I think Pokemon has been too easy since gen 2 or 3
It has always been pretty easy. The problem is that it never improves. You would think that the AI would have evolved in the direction of playing more like actual humans that are trying to win, but no. The AI is weak and doesn't use interesting teams and strategies. Even when some battle or another happens to challenge you a little bit, it's the exception, not the norm. Even full teams and equipped items are not that common.

>I personally cannot wait until you need a tattoo on your right hand and forehead to go to the store.
Well, they already have to scan QR codes to do just abound anything in a lot of places. Up to half of the population already has nanotechnology in their blood and already has artificially-edited genes, and some people are already getting chipped because it's a much more "convenient" way of being enslaved and proving that they did indeed surrender their bodies to the NWO. Dystopian futures are not really a concern anymore, we are already living in a dystopia. There are even robots patrolling the streets and some places. 
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>>414
>buy
Install cfw and transfer a bunch of games onto the hdd with an ethernet cable. Its real easy.
I wish I could find an mmo to play. But none of them are fun. 
I'm trying out Rift right now, but it's very depressing-looking so far. 
Hoping someone releases something fun soon.
All I want is a bright world where I can do some fishing and that has some life/people in it.
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>>445
I remember playing Rift years ago. The portal invasion events were pretty cool, but the rest of the game was kinda meh. It didn't hold my interest.
In my book, the best MMOs are going to be private servers. They're pretty much guaranteed to be better than the originals, if only because you can get cash shop items by voting for them on "top 100" sites instead of paying actual money.
Anyway, the only MMO with fishing that I can think of offhand is RuneScape. Not sure how much that'd appeal to you.
>>445
WoW has fishing, and theres a mountain of private servers out there for it

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>you can go outside
<that's fair I guess...
>you don't even have to be neet
<gettin' retarded here....
>rules
>rule 1
So you're a self hating faggot?
>you can't bully but can troll
Are you retarded?
>no helping with suicide
Redditor much? Stopped reading.

t. a 10+ year long neet with no social life
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>>82
>We have been too lazy to reclaim the 8kunt board, that's why cuckchan posters have been shilling there discords on it.
> I am confused  bro what are you talking about?

Yeah. I tried I've been delaying reclaiming /hikki/ for a long time, especially because I lost my mod account. Until I met the BO of this current board and we've been on good terms and thinking about starting a new board for a while now. 
>  I didn't screw over anyone  i didn't wanna run it anymore 
Because you wanted to reintegrate "which is totally normal and I fully support your decision" and the discord drama was too much it kinda made you overlook the board. 
>it should have stayed dead
Why? it was a place for most of us to talk away from the toxicity of other places. 
>plus the board was toxic and depressing and wasn't very good for my mental health
You never thought of it this way when you first started it. You simply started viewing it as such once you wanted to join society again which again is totally fine but abandoning a place that you were highly enthusiastic about  just because you couldn't relate to the users anymore is bad bro.

Though with all that being said. I'm still happy to see you 
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>>85
>Im still confused as to why you left the discord servers up on /hikki/

By the time they were posted there i was already gone i haven't been  in  control of that place since August 2019 when 8chan was shutdown i originally had plans to bring it back but i changed my mind after it pretty much stayed dead and didn't comeback for a long time. I apologize for confusing you and making it seem like i fucked you and everyone else over when in reality i didn't mean to and i am sorry about that. If i was still in control i would delete all the spam and clean it up.
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>>84
>wait what! did you become a hikikomori again?

Yeah and i don't mind being NEET for a little bit longer i was trying to look for a job at the start of 2020 but Codvid put me back in my room and i am okay with that for now.
>>91
email me and we will get it sorted
lets move this to the meta thread I was going to lock this thread originally before Hikki posted anyway

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>be me
>offer to take my dad to the store
>offer to mow the back yard
>accomplish both of these and pick up some booze-clues
>somehow caused a fight between my parents by doing this

Anyone else feel like when they do something helpful it's somehow always counter productive?

I just wanted an excuse to buy some drinks.
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>>72 (OP) 
yes, I sometimes get asked to do some shit by my parents, I try to help best as I can and it always ends up in me failing. I am so tired of failing everything in my life
>be me
>mother asks me for help choosing new computer
>ask her for how much she wants to spend
>also ask for what she needs to do
>write it all down, it's basic stuff like microsoft office and video calls and things
>research system reqs for software etc.
>figure it would be best to get something that can connect via cable (spotty wifi at home)
>something easy to repair and replace parts for
>put together some data sheets on a few models, mostly thinkpads
>all of them under budget, organized on easy to read sheets I printed
>I even lamenated them and sorted them by price (least to greatest)
>Present my findings, offer to help shop on ebay for a quality unit
<get yelled at for wasting time
<get told they were all too ugly, and that she found something on her own
<she throws a pillow at me and yells more when I try to tell her it can't do everything she needs
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>be me
>Dad asks me to help him find a second job because he hates being at home and dealing with my mother
>tells me about some Fed Ex job a huge distance away for $20+ USD
>tells me about a temp agency he wants me to sign him up for
>ask him for a resume
>be kind of a dick about it
>boomer as dad doesnt have a cell phone, refuses to use one, refuses to learn how to use a computer or any electronic
>gets pissed off when i tell him he needs a resume
<"I've been working the same job for 20 years. I dont want to do the same thing. I've gone to temp agencies before and gotten signed up for jobs"
<been over 30 years since that happened
>mfw the temp agency wants a resume
>mfw my dad gets into an arguement with my mom
>feels when made dad cry because the future is now and the world has moved on without him

You cant even get hired at little caesers pizza if you walk in and ask for a job. It's the same everywhere "you gotta apply online"
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>>79
kill her
>>79
>thinkpad for mom

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Who wants to be my friend, You have to listen to this song on loop. I'm looking to leave the neonet with a netizen but shockingly they don't exist anymore, apparently. I assume most people have seen the neonet... umm.... wow yeah uuu boy. it's something I mean, oh boy yeah. I'm certainly not interested in it, there might be a netizen out there so if you want to be online and live and die together because life is very short yet I can only imagine the kind of asshole who'd want to subject themselves to....  I mean boy wow wowowowow gosh, jinkies! Things aren't looking so good for the net. mmmm, no not very. So if you're trying to hide away that'd be great, I just do stuff but it's hard when there's nothing else and as I say, you can go to these internet places but.... mmmmm you know dot dot dot..... mmmm hmhmhmmmmm mmm. Yeah. I don't know about that.
In other words the internet is real life and going to public internet places is a lot like going outside in real life, it's filled with the same people and interactions, you think the internet place you want to engage in is different than the anime meetup club on meetup.com you fucking stupid moron. Well surely I can stay inside on the internet and with my physical body as well, and die at some point. Well I don't know, we'll see yeah. Ultimately the choice is not up for debate but I can try and have been mmm. Maybe you do skills that'd be great to do things. If you actually have a brain I don't know, but even without a brain what
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I feel better now, someone can delete it, bye bye.
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