You know that I have been the worst person. Just the worst. I invented my own gods and religion. I enjoyed only the worst porn and hated people seeing them as only pigs for the slaughter.
Jesus knew it would take a lot of work. And yet agreed to buy me and he is my master and owner and I love him. A lot of work needs to be done in me even on top of all that has been done. What sickness in me but despite it Jesus is the one with eternal life no one else. He judges the living and the dead.
Jesus you know is the most important person to ever exist, this being because he is the messiah. And just as he judged the failures of Israel he will return next to do the same on a global scale. The propechies before he came said he would come twice, once humbly and once with all power and brightness.
Jesus preached and performed miricles for 3 years. All four accounts written of him testify to his preachings, his miricles and ressurection. These are the facts of him from the beginning.
God has to punish sin, God's standard is perfection, being he is holy and hates sin and wickedness. But being holy and good he loves humanity. And so he has given his creation a free gift of forgivness, a sin offering and payment in full: the death of a perfect man.
Jesus lived the life we were suppose to but couldn't. And he took the death he didn't deserve but we did. He went through the Kidron valley (the shadow of the valley of death) to meet his accusors who sentenced him to torture and death.
Not for a split second was Jesus a sinner. Hanging on the cross he was perfect and he asked not for God to forgive him but he asked: Father please forgive them, they know not what they do.
Sin brings you near the fires of hell. The profanity, blasphemy, lying, greed, covetousness, lustfulness, hypocrisy, debating, envy, proud boasting, distributing things which cause others to sin, showing no mercy, disobedient, foolish talking and idolatry. And those who have even pleasure in unrighteousness and the idolatries of today, anime girl waifus like the greek goddess statues of old and small figurines of idols and celebreties like the living gods nothing has changed.
I want to forsaken what I have that drags me down to gain the goodness of Christ instead. I am a man of like passions with everyone. It is difficult to have self control, it is difficult to go down the narrow path. I am a huge stumbler. Shameful. But until my dying breath I will keep fighting and not give up and I will keep my trust in Jesus who is my justification and my blamelessness. By the working of the holy Spirit.