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What is allowed on this board? What is its purpose?

On this board you can discuss and request or give advice regarding the Hikikomori  lifestyle anxieties and social or mental issues arising from these conditions of living  and also post general hikikomori discussion If you're content with being a hikikomori  that's ok, and you won't get in trouble for saying so.

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The term Hikikomori ひきこもり or 引きこもり is a Japanese word that when translated into English it means  “pulling inward, being confined”,acute social withdrawal “)  in context of a person the term refers to a shut-in who stays home and does not leave their room for very long periods  usually   for about 6 months or more.


Hikikomori is a social condition in which the affected individual isolates themselves away from society at home in their parents house in their room for a period exceeding six months  . The Ministry of Health, Labour, and Welfare of Japan defines hikikomori as a condition in which the affected individuals refuse to leave their parents' house, and isolate themselves away from society and their family in their bedrooms  for a period exceeding six months but is not directly caused by  a physical condition or other psychological   problem.
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meta thread for discussing board rules and changes. feel free to post complaints about rules and changes you want to see to them.
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>>83 (OP) 
Could you change the captcha system.
This system makes it impossible for anyone to make new threads, and that means that new people will just leave the second they encounter this wall.
Have one that is similar to alogspace or 4ch.
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>New fags will just leave after a moderate level of resistance.

This isn't a bad thing.
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I am. I realize guys like me must be addicts. Smoking vaping drinking it's the only way.
Why do only certain boards have that captcha? /fascist/ doesn’t and neither does this place
>newfags will Leave
Then make this site die out? So genius anon

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Ico is favorite game of mine. Yorda having to spend her life within the confines of the castle albeit against her will fits with the theme of the hikikomori lifestyle, I think.
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You don't need to justify it, it's a beautiful game.
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I guess I just liked the fact somebody acknowledged my ICO related post, albeit two years later.

the last time i went outside was 3 years ago and anytime i go outside its so fucking annoying and i freeze when anyone talks to me and i feel like i have no consciousness when im outside.

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Who wants to be my friend, You have to listen to this song on loop. I'm looking to leave the neonet with a netizen but shockingly they don't exist anymore, apparently. I assume most people have seen the neonet... umm.... wow yeah uuu boy. it's something I mean, oh boy yeah. I'm certainly not interested in it, there might be a netizen out there so if you want to be online and live and die together because life is very short yet I can only imagine the kind of asshole who'd want to subject themselves to....  I mean boy wow wowowowow gosh, jinkies! Things aren't looking so good for the net. mmmm, no not very. So if you're trying to hide away that'd be great, I just do stuff but it's hard when there's nothing else and as I say, you can go to these internet places but.... mmmmm you know dot dot dot..... mmmm hmhmhmmmmm mmm. Yeah. I don't know about that.
In other words the internet is real life and going to public internet places is a lot like going outside in real life, it's filled with the same people and interactions, you think the internet place you want to engage in is different than the anime meetup club on meetup.com you fucking stupid moron. Well surely I can stay inside on the internet and with my physical body as well, and die at some point. Well I don't know, we'll see yeah. Ultimately the choice is not up for debate but I can try and have been mmm. Maybe you do skills that'd be great to do things. If you actually have a brain I don't know, but even without a brain what
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You know that I have been the worst person. Just the worst. I invented my own gods and religion. I enjoyed only the worst porn and hated people seeing them as only pigs for the slaughter.

Jesus knew it would take a lot of work. And yet agreed to buy me and he is my master and owner and I love him. A lot of work needs to be done in me even on top of all that has been done. What sickness in me but despite it Jesus is the one with eternal life no one else. He judges the living and the dead.

Jesus you know is the most important person to ever exist, this being because he is the messiah. And just as he judged the failures of Israel he will return next to do the same on a global scale. The propechies before he came said he would come twice, once humbly and once with all power and brightness.
Jesus preached and performed miricles for 3 years. All four accounts written of him testify to his preachings, his miricles and ressurection. These are the facts of him from the beginning.

God has to punish sin, God's standard is perfection, being he is holy and hates sin and wickedness. But being holy and good he loves humanity. And so he has given his creation a free gift of forgivness, a sin offering and payment in full: the death of a perfect man.
Jesus lived the life we were suppose to but couldn't. And he took the death he didn't deserve but we did. He went through the Kidron valley (the shadow of the valley of death) to meet his accusors who sentenced him to torture and death.
Not for a split second was Jesus a sinner. Hanging on the cross he was perfect and he asked not for God to forgive him but he asked: Father please forgive them, they know not what they do.

Sin brings you near the fires of hell. The profanity, blasphemy, lying, greed, covetousness, lustfulness, hypocrisy, debating, envy, proud boasting, distributing things which cause others to sin, showing no mercy, disobedient, foolish talking and idolatry. And those who have even pleasure in unrighteousness and the idolatries of today, anime girl waifus like the greek goddess statues of old and small figurines of idols and celebreties like the living gods nothing has changed.

I want to forsaken what I have that drags me down to gain the goodness of Christ instead. I am a man of like passions with everyone. It is difficult to have self control, it is difficult to go down the narrow path. I am a huge stumbler. Shameful. But until my dying breath I will keep fighting and not give up and I will keep my trust in Jesus who is my justification and my blamelessness. By the working of the holy Spirit.

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If you would like to read the accounts of Jesus there are four: Matthew, Mark, Luke, John. And then there are many church letters from early christians and one history book recording the events after Jesus, this boom called Acts of the Apostles.

These things make up the New Testament. Which is the Bible writings which are after Christ.

New Testament also meaning New Covenant refers to the fact God promised he would replace the covenant he made with Israel. You know, Moses on the mountain and the ten commandments and all that.
That was only a temporary agreement God made with Israel until the promise of Abraham would come true, that is one from his line to save the world.
Israel failed hard to keep this covenant they agreed to with God and Jesus came to establish the new promised covenant, a better covenant. No longer do we need a stone tablet with DO NOT's but God treats us as adults who should know what sin is and we are to recoeve the holy Spirit which will guide us through life, this we receieve when we believe the Gospel (meaning good news in Greek), the good news is Jesus.

The thief on the cross who was dying with Jesus as Jesus was there for 6 hours turned to the Lord Jesus and said Jesus had done nothing wrong and in that moment the thief believed Jesus was who he said he was, and asked him to rememebr him. Jesus at that moment promised to take him to paradise. He didn't have time to be baptised he didn't have time to do any righteous deeds, he had time for nothing but faith in Christ.

It is possible to be so far gone. It is possible your heart grows so hard and your soul so dead that you no longer can even ask for forgivness or believe the love of God and the truth. That was the case for the other criminal on the cross. Both of them rebuked Christ out of spite, angry like the others who hated that Jesus claimed he was the son of God, but after hours of crucifixion meeting his end one turned. People want to blame God for all their pain and injustice in the world. Hating God so much that finally when he enters the world we want to kill him and mock him because he preaches love and convicts us of our sins and that our faults are our own.
Worse is that the religious leaders knew Jesus was Christ he was Messiah, but not what they wanted. They wanted messiah to reward them and make Isrsel the capital of the world and kill its enemies. But Jesus led no rebellion against Rome, what he preached and taught he treated as far more important. He knew there was still much more history left and Jesus while he was yet on Earth said he would return when his message went across the globe and the world was like a dead carcass.

Jesus, a simple peasent preacher was right his words are now the most important and well known around the globe. Even when most people don't know it in their own speech.
Jesus was right about another thing then. The world will get uglier before it gets pretty. Dead to sinfulness and godlessness and unfaithfulness. There is no Star Trek future. There is the returning of the king of kings. Kowtow now while you can, because now the Lord is on a seat of mercy. So we beg and pray forgiveness and to be full of the holy Spirit. Fear God because he has the power to give life amd take it away from his creation. He has great things in store for those who love him. Those who hate him, what need does he have of those.
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Pilate's judgement seat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKJ6GPvNUgc
4 books of shitposting insanity I wrote after getting out of the psych ward. FREE for my anon friends

Wish g*d would show himself though. he hasn't shown any kindness to me, and my mind feels like it's about to break. I hope he comes soon, and that he apologizes.

Hope your journey is still going well.

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I vaguely remember browsing it years ago, would any of you ever want to see it come back? Even if it isn't the original owner so long as there's a definite place to go to communicate with other hikis
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No and there should never be one.

That site was shit and full of normalfags.

Most NEET/Hiki communities are trash anyway and the original /hikki/ served its purpose and should have never been brought back from the dead and this reboot sucks ass.
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What game.
That makes sense since the place is filled with nothing but discordtards.
>>749 (OP) 
Most neet sites are filled with non-whites. So it'd be nice to see if you can get one that's only filled with White men.
ALL the neet sites are shit. Probably because they allow non-humans/demons(non-whites) and women.
The few that were somewhat postable have closed down(like neet.moe).

But this place is good to vent.

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Yesterday I saw my teacher from high-school. Back then, I would get excellent grades and she would always used to tell me that I am incredibly intelligent and that she sees me becoming very successful. She told me that she is very disappointed that, at 21, I am a NEET with no friends. I explained that society has nothing to offer me (went into a little detail about my reasons) and she said it's tragic we live in a world where people like myself just don't want to contribute. Anyone else had a similar experience where people had high expectatinos of you and you kind of let them down?
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>>555 (OP) 
You should have told her to eat a dick.
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>>555 (OP) 
We moved around so much that nearly every year or two I was in a new school.
Wish I could've had the american tv life, where you have friends from birth, and everyone in the town knows each other, etc.
>>555 (OP) 
The few people I do recognise, are very healthy/muscular and have a wife and usually up to 3 kids, and very fancy cars.
I'm at the age where I am preparing myself to become homeless, because my mother is at the age where she can die at any moment.
Never thought my life would come to this. Wish I could've been guided on a better path, or at least had a father that actually taught me stuff(skills, wisdom, or any help to get into the real world).
People always sound schitzo when they say "I thought you were like this" or "I thought you were like that". How could another person know what someone's outward aesthetic means and infer someone's temperament and character and life trajectory; we're aren't sharing a mind. People who talk like that are the most conceited narcissistic scum. Like their opinions of who and what you are -- are some how deterministic of the future, like by showing their high minded opinions to be their nothing more then their own delusional perceptions, you are guilt of shame for proving them wrong and therefore not the omniscient narcissists they believe themselves to be. Until exchanges like these are commonly understood to be criminal assault society will not improve.
>>555 (OP) 
I can't even rememeber a single person from school or any of my past - no names or faces, etc.
I'm sure it's the same for them.
Most people's lives just revolve around their immediate family when they become adults. Most people don't have friends once they start a family, and they also tend to stop playing games, and fill up their little bit of free time with shows.

Once I become homeless, I'll have to fill up my freetime with my imagination, and going through bins, etc.

I don't know why god even bothered to create such a shit reality.

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What games have you been playing recently /hikki/? What's the game you have put the most hours into?
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>>312 (OP) 
I installed tf2 a few days ago, but I'm already incredibly tired of it.
There doesn't seem to be any good mmos that I can run on my pc.
Hopefully some 2d stuff will eventually come out on steam.
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If you want an MMO, there's plenty of Ragnarok Online private servers out there, and that game's so old it ought to run on anything.
shut up bimbo idiot, maybe stop huffing the sissy whipets for one second
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>>312 (OP) 
Playing tf2 again. It's really boring. I just play mvm bootcamp. Wish items would drop more often.

I downloaded wow again for the billionth time. Can't even be assed to  level further than goldshire.

So tired of games and of life, but I can't suicide, because God would be upset :/

Been trying to stay on the right path, but I cave in to gluttony, lust and a lot of anger. Not sure how to actually overcome these.
I'm back to playing WoW, since I can't run many games on my pc.
I tried some crpgs, but it's not as enjoyable if you can't control different aspects of your character(movement, swinging weapon, first-person view, controlling/growing a single character, etc.).

I tried a gacha, but they're just so boring, and within an hour you come to a dead-end and it's just about logging in every day. Phone games are ALL COMPLETE shit.

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Well based on the pinned text 
>caused by the lifestyle
I suppose i havent been very outgoing, as the kind of.. no, as people havent been reaching out to me, and i also expects a certain kind of people to reach out to me, or being a particular kind only then you are allowed to reach me,

And i also has a certain amount ptsd caused by my mounting unsuccessful life that now culminates into a particularly specific set of questions that clouds almost every single activity i need to do...

Well, what am i to discuss? I definitely in no position to give advice, and no amount of drugs or exposure seems to work either nor does anyone continues on giving me solutions to get over it.

It seems set on that i have to have the scores and idea i need
Lest i will not be ever settled down on myself.

If anything, the world needs really smart people that can solve just about anything, and i guess this means i am not at all needed in any means possible.
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>>798 (OP) 
Hopefully someday things will start to turn around, and there'll be programs with very patient people to help out people like us. And hopefully the governments of the world will be forced to keep a certain percentage of factory jobs, because I think jobs with no skills required and no social aspect would be helpful for neets.

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