/hikki/ - Hikikomori

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>>684
I don't mean to gatekeep and understand your want as I'm curious about other sites anons mention going to but I can't risk it whether shitters come across it or government spammers take notice and set their eyes on it, there are so few websites I enjoy going to already. Again, look up something you're interested in and find some forum and lurk it.
>>701
Something has been happening the past half decade where many forums and other internet communities are getting shut down, it's a very silent phenomenon that I didn't realize until a couple months ago. It's a further centralization of the internet, and imageboards and "alt-right" places like incels.me act as a release valve or controlled operation to be spied upon. The whole net is to be scrubbed clean and have the users conform to mainstream and "alternative" social media.

>>597
Still better than worshipping kikes

>>702
Eh. I am not like you people. But. I brows alot of not mainstream/centralize internet website long time ago with the help of my older family member when i was small. It is good time.

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>>597
This is true, however, the boards are not equal to the social network, therefore True Anonymous communicates with his Projections, Ego, and not people.

>>691
That was an interesting read.
So your assumption is : centralization + no economic recession = decrease in dropouts. Centralization being the main factor.
I think that's actually a good thing, being a dropout ain't a fun life and I wouldn't encourage others to actively pursue this lifestyle.

However at what cost comes this corpo-manufactured sense of belonging ? as I see more globohomo and degeneracy promoted on those mediums that created this sense of unity among the new generation.

Everything comes at a price.

Give me a bit to upload the new banners Ive been a lazy piece of shit lately.

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>>389
Nice.

test

>>595
how harsh is that!
and what a fucking stupid son of a bitch
that's why really all of the parents should be taking a fucking pedagogy and education course before they raise a child

>>555 (OP) 
Luckily never happened because I had shit grades

I know I let down many people (teachers, family, my past friends), though noone told me that directly. My psychologist said I have potential. I used to have lots of friends (now I have none), used to be physically active (now I very rarely go outside my house), no job for past 2 years (except for some odd jobs I have sometimes) or maybe even 3 years. I don't keep track of time honestly. 23 here, how can one break that cycle? I guess I'll just go back reading about conspiracies

I know I let down many people (teachers, family, my past friends), though noone told me that directly. My psychologist said I have potential. I used to have lots of friends (now I have none), used to be physically active (now I very rarely go outside my house), no job for past 2 years (except for some odd jobs I have sometimes) or maybe even 3 years. I don't keep track of time honestly. 23 here, how can one break that cycle?

>>555 (OP) 
This bitch doesn't contributes to society either. She sounds like a brain dead NPC.

>>397
Shit, did I post here over a year ago? I must have been high if that's the case, but I really think you're just a parallel version of myself out there somewhere.

I always wanted to life self-sufficient in some remote place at the countryside.
But with 18y, shit came raining down on me and I finally broke. 
-Couldn't finish my A-Levels, cause my mind was very far out there.
-Cut up all ties with my father, never told him why.
-I became 19
-My mom and I moved to another city, I immediately cut off all ties with my friends nobody knows where I am now.
-Mental State grew so worse I couldn't hold down my part-time-job anymore. 
-mid19y  I became a full Hikki.

I never really got far with my life.

>>178 (OP) 
Is this me?

>>686
your dad would be glad to talk to you imo, give him a call

Did all the things people said I should do "enjoy life" like changing cities, getting a career, a GF, doing drugs, renting your own place, college

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>wake up at least 1 hour later than the last day
>prepare coffee
>watch anime, mostly lurk but occasionally post on imageboards
>order food (mostly high in saturated fat like Pizza)
>learn a little bit of japanese vocabulary if I happen to have to the motivation to
>clean up my room every now and then
>go to sleep 1 hour later than the last day

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>wake up around 12 noon - 1pm
>immediately boot up my computer
>barely eat, everything is overwhelming
>sleep
>have terrible memory

I want to change my routine obviously but I'm burnt out really easily. It's been getting worse since my supply of Adderall went out. I think I'll try to clean my desk now, see where that gets me.

Wake up at 2am
consume some media until 5am ish
eat breakfast
wait for a bit then exercise
shower 
cope some more
go out unlikely then consume until dinner time then sleep

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what the heck am i doing anymore
>wake up around 7
>walk around room clean it think about productive things i could do
>eat breakfast around 9
>surf web
>ill go down for dinner at around 6
>hang out there for a while sometimes
>get sleepy around 8-9
so pathetic i remember when i would at least do some online assignments and stuff

I wake up between ten AM and two PM, make myself something to eat, shower or don't.
Then I read/play/watch/talk/listen until five or six, I get hungry and make myself something to eat.
Then I do whatever I want until ten or eleven when I get hungry again and make more food.
Then I do whatever I want until two AM. I have set this as my "bed time" so I usually hit the sheets then but sometimes I'm too into whatever I'm reading/playing/watching/talking/listening so it gets postponed. I usually suffer when that happens, sleep a lot later, eyes hurt, that kind of thing.
>>646
This image is cute. You have good taste in cute images.Also it's good to see another member of the having-other-people-deliver-your-groceries gang.

I feel better now, someone can delete it, bye bye.

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welcome home friend

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>>69 (OP) 
Sing....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riEyDOfedgg

>>640 (OP) 
drug dealer. idk, you expect us to know anything about jobs???

>space marine nigger asking hikkis about jobs
lel absolute retard

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>>640 (OP) 

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>>471

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W__p0gCBSZI

Soap. - Drive

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>[Slowcore]
Shizuka - Bloodstained Blossom
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I recently found a free hacking game on Steam called Bitburner. It's something like a cross between Antimatter Dimensions and Uplink. The main gimmick is that you need to use scripts to do most things and you have to write them yourself; it specifically uses regular Javascript with some game-related functions tacked on, and the only limit is that the game functions have an in-game cost, so you have complete design freedom. (Although it seems like there's some sort of glitch with for...in loops, so you have to use standard for loops instead.)

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Ive been replaying Katawa Shoujo lately. Had a fun time Re-Reading all the routes again.

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>>403
I played Heart Gold when I was a kid so I don't remember it being slow but playing Explorers of Sky was painfully slow and took its time with the baby steps of exposition that I quit before it even began. Why did Nintendo do that? Anyway judging from happy memories I really loved the scope and adventure and addition of features of HG/SS so maybe you could enlighten me as to why it was inferior to the original gen 2. I heard nothing good about the Hoenn remakes however.

>>675
Hanako's route disappointed me, so much so that I played it twice to see if I missed anything because it felt so brief and eventless. It's the point of the game that all the girls are normal people who aren't to be romanticized for their disabilities or mystique so I don't find her to be poor quality but she was the "plainest" of them all to me and I assumed she would've been a gothic or emo character. As a kid I would've definitely eaten her up though and projected my tastes and preconceptions unto her.

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>>690
Hanako was my favorite the first time I played her route. The reason for it being so brief is because the guy who wrote her route is a hack who cant end a story properly to save his life. 
The original beta was her getting The bad end with every option you picked as well. I still love the part when you play pool with her whilst jazz music plays though.