/hikki/ - Hikikomori

>>810 (OP) 

once in three month on average i order something online and pick it up from the post office

>>810 (OP) 
Only at night for Groceries

I used to be hiki. I think it's easier if you have a set task and a regular routine when going out. Once you're a familiar face you start to blend in.

i take the trash out

>>784
>How could another person know what someone's outward aesthetic means and infer someone's temperament and character and life trajectory
Estimates based on experience and logic

>Until exchanges like these are commonly understood to be criminal assault society will not improve.
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>>803
There is no God, this simulation is created by an Artifact from the dreams of visitors, players. 
The administrators withdrew themselves, perhaps they survived the simulation. 
However, next year the Little Fox and the Black King should appear again!

>>775
>at least had a father that actually taught me stuff(skills, wisdom, or any help to get into the real world).

Yours was a deadbeat too, huh? Did he throw tantrums like a toddler when asked to do that shit too?

>>558
>Dismissed on every concern and ignored.
Even on this very thread, by the looks of things.  Do you still feel invisible, anon?
>>599
Given how society is, though, I feel like you're justified.
>>758
You've done well to take counsel in Epictetus.
>>803
>Once I become homeless, I'll have to fill up my freetime with my imagination, and going through bins, etc.
"When you have nothing left to do, God starts to give you visions.  He starts adding clairvoyance into your life."
>I don't know why god even bothered to create such a shit reality.
It makes me partial to demiurge theory.
>>833
>Did he throw tantrums like a toddler when asked to do that shit too?
Oh my god.  Not that guy, but goddam yes.  How our parents failed us should be a whole goddam thread, but that is a good one.  When you're yelled at to help, and then repeatedly yelled at for not knowing how to help--IS IT ANY SURPRISE YOU SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE CURLED UP LIKE SELIGMAN'S DOG?!

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whole family worked in the same hospital, sisters being not very bright and still nursing gave my father the highest expectations for me, never got a scholarship in medicine and refused to pay for college, after my twelfth go at the SAT i just stopped

>>798 (OP) 
Hopefully someday things will start to turn around, and there'll be programs with very patient people to help out people like us. And hopefully the governments of the world will be forced to keep a certain percentage of factory jobs, because I think jobs with no skills required and no social aspect would be helpful for neets.

>>575
alright 
first ingredients
you'll need 
2 cups of soy sauce
1 cup of any east asian wine(ive used sake but I use Mirin mostly)
a tablespoon of honey
a tablespoon of ground ginger
a few shakes of garlic powder
3 cloves of garlic
corn starch
boneless skinless chicken thighs
first mix the sauce its very easy use every ingredient in it besides the corn starch garlic cloves and chicken thighs
then fry your chicken and crushed garlic cloves until they are fully cooked then add the sauce
wait for the sauce to heat up before adding the corn starch 

>>561
Have you tried this yourself? Two sausages and a glass of milk are better than nothing or a carb-heavy diet depending on how much you can handle hunger.

Bananas - $0.70 a pound. Oatmeal appears expensive at first, but you get many bowls from a bag or tube of it. Rice of course - drown in soy sauce or butter and sugar if you can't afford to top with meat that day or don't have fresh vegetables.

Has anyone tried pork flossing on to their rice? Its nice if you can't afford rice.

>>790
I meant meat, if you cant afford meat on your rice you'll use pork flossing, brb kms

>>745 (OP) 
Music maybe. Anime. I d on 't know.

>>745 (OP) 

Not sure what would work for you, but personally working out helped me a lot on self-image and mood, and i'm not even going to the gym, i'm doing everything at home.

And I suppose watching/playing old nostalgic stuff from the 2000s (sometimes a little bit before), a time where society was much saner therefore with products of higher quality and that completely lack any degeneracy of today (mainly getting them through the use of torrents or else) while giving the feeling of being in a sort of time capsule when everything was better then.

I also found a taste for obscure/niche stuff, and data-hoarding (reminder that in december, google is going to remove all youtube videos from channels inactive for more than 2 years), helps somewhat getting myself occupied.

Also it's probably hardly possible for you (same for me) but try to cut pr0n as much as you can, and avoid industrial sugar (that I succeed at however)/sweets, I also found some 15 minutes every few days outside (in countryside) helped a lot. And not using social medias or watching TV at all.

Hope you update us with how your life goes on, Anon.

I have severe problems with anger. The smallest things, like how someone talks to me, can set me off and make me upset all day and punch things.
The only things that slightly cools me down is when I take a shower or a short sleep.
It's also good to have different kinds of playlists on yt to help switch moods(the only mood a person should be in is a calm/slightly cheerful one).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXNzsZrqpXI

>>178 (OP) 
Is this me?

>>686
your dad would be glad to talk to you imo, give him a call

Did all the things people said I should do "enjoy life" like changing cities, getting a career, a GF, doing drugs, renting your own place, college

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Barely finished college, dropped out of uni. Cant even bring myself to get my documents back. Got a couple of shitty jobs tho, years ago. Was fired for getting gallbladder stones removed. Haven't left the house in 6 weeks or maybe more. 
Interacting with people is a nightmare, even if I like them and enjoy their company. Recent chapter of chainsaw man summarized it very well.

>>178 (OP) 
I got into a cheap college, but had to drop out because my mother had some financial problems.
I also had a few jobs in my early 20's, but it was just shelve packing jobs and 2 cashier jobs.
I now have no money, friends, health, or anything else. I'm worse off than I was 15+ years ago.
The only thing I have to look forward to is God's return.

>>751

This has nothing to do with being hikki

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>>754
watercolor is a great hobby for hikkis. Its a very cheep hobby and its how a lot of retro manga got colored.

>>755
watercolor pencils are actually pretty cheap, watercolour frens keep making le drawings.

>>765
yeah

>>766
indeed!

>>640 (OP) 
drug dealer. idk, you expect us to know anything about jobs???

>space marine nigger asking hikkis about jobs
lel absolute retard

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>>640 (OP) 

>>33
not >>7 but this should help you

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>33
fuck forgot to attach file

>>23
https://laingame.net/

>>4 (OP) 
what is anime?

>>663
It's a fictional anime from anime called Welcome to the N.H.K.

>>585
No thanks. It glows in the dark.

>>546
alfred's playhouse

>>522
We hikkis really need to stop calling ourselves NEETs and just embrace hikki. NEET is such a low barrier of entry that normies are infesting NEET communities.
Reject NEET. Embrace hikikomori.

>>606
Yeah pretty much. Any teenager can claim to be a NEET because they aren't currently going to school or working, which definitely isn't the same thing as hardly leaving your house for years on end, while also probably not having a bunch of friends like normalcattle NEETs do. I'm aware there's debate around these definitions and Hikki/NEET just being synonyms, but if we're honest with ourselves, there is a big distinction between not working for a couple months and not working for multiple years-decades while being stuck in your room because you suffocate in public. Frankly comparing us to NEETs diminishes what we go through and how severe our problems typically are and fetishes it, a lot of us just weren't ever destined to be functional.

>>643
Not clicking that