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What is allowed on this board? What is its purpose?

On this board you can discuss and request or give advice regarding the Hikikomori  lifestyle anxieties and social or mental issues arising from these conditions of living  and also post general hikikomori discussion If you're content with being a hikikomori  that's ok, and you won't get in trouble for saying so.

Make Sure to read the rules before posting.

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WHAT  Does HIKIKOMORI MEAN?

The term Hikikomori ひきこもり or 引きこもり is a Japanese word that when translated into English it means  “pulling inward, being confined”,acute social withdrawal “)  in context of a person the term refers to a shut-in who stays home and does not leave their room for very long periods  usually   for about 6 months or more.

WHAT IS A HIKIKOMORI?

Hikikomori is a social condition in which the affected individual isolates themselves away from society at home in their parents house in their room for a period exceeding six months  . The Ministry of Health, Labour, and Welfare of Japan defines hikikomori as a condition in which the affected individuals refuse to leave their parents' house, and isolate themselves away from society and their family in their bedrooms  for a period exceeding six months but is not directly caused by  a physical condition or other psychological   problem.
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meta thread for discussing board rules and changes. feel free to post complaints about rules and changes you want to see to them.
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Hey BOfag, is a battlestation/room thread ok? Or is it a strictly japanese thing to make it nice?
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>>1012
It doesn't matter.
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>>1030
It does. You matter.
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>>1063
nuh uh none of it matters
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>>733
I keep seeing this whenever I load up this board, and want to join the ICO talk, but can't really think of anything to say...
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>>959
Start yourself.
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Jello, please add my banner for my CRBA shrine fansite. It should go to https://crba.dedyn.io

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Just like the suicide thread in the previous board. Share any struggles you might have regarding suicide, any past failed attempts and/or why do you think suicide may be the answer to all this you're going through. 

I've been procrastinating/delaying my suicide plan for over 5 years now, partly because I'm scared of what comes after death as I cannot know for sure what will happen once I'm on the other side and this kind of scaring me and holding me back from killing myself. Maybe it's the survival instinct in the end? I attempted suicide for like 8 times in 3 years now and every-time I was saved by either a stranger or a family member and this didn't change my mindset or made me think less of it. The desire to eradicate this body, this existence is getting stronger day after day especially these days, but I'm still hesitating to actually go with it, as I still have somewhat of a brief feeling of hope that my ways might change in the future but then I rethink it and figure out that I'm in my early 20's now and still haven't done anything significant with my life, still trying to find a purpose, a motivation or maybe a dream to live for, meanwhile everyone my age around me is graduating college and passing through different phases with their lives, all while I'm still stuck in the no-purpose teenage-like kind of existentialism. It really gets very boring everyday and Idk what to do anymore.
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>>86 (OP) 
I'm planning to go at the end of summer, or by the end of this year. I don't like life, and I'm not fit for it.
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I just had a thought. How the hell did samurai overcome survival instinct? Disembowelment must demand some superhuman self-control. What the hell?
>>156
Why. What made you think that was going to work.
why is it when suicide is mentionned people always urge you to talk to someone and when you do you dont get taken seriously or goes as attention seeking ? I even told my mom where i was going to hang myself and she said well its going to be an ugly death try some other method jokingly. You always keep telling yourself , if it was me i would treat them kinder

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I hate my life the current state of it or basically every other era I won't through but more specially now 
I never was a sociable person and most likely I will never be, I have Asperger and ADHD and every aspect of it feels like a hell I can't behave like a normal person does, I can't talk to people without boring them and I feel like everyone would rather skip whatever they doing only to leave me alone, I feel completely hopeless because I've never got s girlfriend, in fact most of my female classmates think I'm a weird or even told me harmful stuff like I look like someone who's addicted to drugs and shit like that, I feel even more deliciousional because that's not a normal highschool this is like a government program where you only go once weekly for one year and Im about to finish it thankfully 
Most of my day i just listen music or watch movies or anime on my room olly using my phone or laptop, Im not even fan of nothing in particular I don't really have a niche but I'm not a normies either.
Most of my relationship didn't happened in real ife all of them were online and end up really bad because those e-girls didn't like me I still remember that for some reason most of them were bisexual idk why 
I got a relationship in Twitter with a Japanese girl and it looked so beautiful at the beginning because I genuinely got happier and I felt loved even tho I couldn't know her irl because I don't have money or either passport to do it but anyways the relationship end up bec
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>bro had girlfriends
Online so it doesn't Count because they are e relationships never in real life
>>1133 (OP) 
>Online relationship
>Failing to realize women you can hardly communicate with isn't a relationship

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A continuation of the old thread on the old board. How far did you get before abandoning everything? 
I was never able to finish my first year of high school before dropping out until I was forced in my early 20s to going to night school to get a diploma before cutting off everything completely.
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Finished highschool and have been unemployed for many years, somehow i managed to get a shitty job which i quit after a week, everyone around me was so vile and aggressive, they loved talking shit about others behind their backs and they were pressuring me to take part into their conversations, but i didn't care about that stuff, i just wanted to finish my tasks and go home. I tried talking to my bosses about it but they were even bigger assholes. I lack the mental capacity and energy to deal with such people which seem to be the majority in workplaces.
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>>1126
At least you can get a job. 

A month ago I told myself "ok, this is it: I'm breaking the cycle, I'm getting a job for real this time" I spent the entire month sending resumes, I sent around 100, all for basic bitch junior roles that explicitly stated "no experience required". I converted a single application into an interview for an internship and got ghosted. I keep scanning job websites but it seems I basically already went through all the fucking companies that were hiring since I can't find any more open roles. I'm starting to think my lack of experience combined with my age has made me practically unemployable.
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>>1127
Due to various discrimination laws, HR roasties often can't determine personal characteristics about you such as age with which to discriminate with, so they use meta-data. For example, they are allowed to check graduation or attendance dates for university or college, with which to infer things. The best method is to mix truth with lies, so if you graduated, bump the year to appear young. If you had credits enough to graduate (and know shit), use legal abbreviations which exist for did not complete in obscure sections while stating you finished your studies during interviews and so on. If you're a White European male (especially straight), always push for mixed-race / Other / Hispanic White, be vague with gender and sexuality, and answer with Jewish if you're really pressed. Lie through your teeth with gap periods, by selecting businesses which closed down and cannot be proven.

A lot of job websites are there purely to harvest your info / sell it off to jeet street shitters for identity fraud, so be sure to always apply with the actual businesses and personal websites. This should be viewed with the same callous and pragmatically deceptive mindset you gave to websites, games, and other services which asked for your name, date of birth, phone number, etc. when you were underaged (and hopefully still do without even thinking).
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>>1128
Where I'm from lying on your resume doesn't get you far at all and it's more liable to get you on a blacklist than land you a job. Furthermore the dystopian notion that "you have to introduce yourself as a trigender mulatto metrosexual ally with 69 pokébadges of mentally illness or get binned" is comically blown out of proportion, extremely localized, and again it's more likely to move you to the rejection pile in the overwhelming majority of industries and countries. I appreciate you taking the time to type that, I really do, but I can't take any of it seriously.
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>>1129
I meant no disrespect nor had any wish to waste your time. I'm living in Brazil 2.0, aka the United States of Israel, so this dystopian advice was offered on firm firsthand ground (including a roastie HR hiring manager literally telling me about the university age thing, plus her legal blindspots when reviewing applications). Seen countless opportunities handed off to "trigender mulatto metrosexual allies with 69 pokébadges of mentally illness" during my time in academia, in the city, and even the rural countryside with corporations when I couldn't find work, internships, or scholarships to save my life despite far inferior competition. In a particularly blue-collar and manual labour field I've worked in, the gay and lesbian employees get bumped to mid-level manager as preference. Our worst was a black lesbian, who got fired finally at last for being repeatedly late due to a gay lover affair and lying to everyone about car trouble, I shit you not.

Other details are that the stakes are much higher here, for my demographic: for example, full-time jobs instead of the part-time ones are given so that companies do not need to pay health insurance. If you are a straight man of European heritage, you will be the first to receive these instead of full-time positions. If you have any sort of chronic health problem (of which I do), this quickly becomes a matter of life or death, of which deceit is a necessary act.

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This will either piss you off, or...
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One thing normies will fail to understand: inherit worth matters.

They may have gone through exactly the same moves, but their inherit worth allowed them to succeed and progress further. They will naturally assume you are not doing something correctly rather than admit that you are lesser being, despite sensing this unconsciously. 

It is just too out of line of egalitarian religion demanding to label completely different species as mere variations of the same species to avoid recognizing the inherit distinction in worth. 

No matter how misshaped and misformed organism struggles, it would be recognized as such by it's peers as such and never allowed in their midst, much less to perpetuate itself.

For one in that position it remains only to recognize the futility of own actions and entire existence, as a dead-end gamble taken by life. Such avenues are the source of greatness, sure, but only in the miniscule percentage of attempts that are successful, while the remainder is discarded as the misshapen chaff it is. Be content with your lot of a gamble for greatness taken, but lost.
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>>1111
nice bump you drunk faggot kys
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>>1110
Perhaps "the religion of egalitarianism" would've communicated the sentiment better. Also interesting perspective, it haven't occurred to me it might be just a convenient pretence, rather than the lack of understanding.
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idk what schizophrenic drivel this is, i just think rumia a cute
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>>1114
>anime has no proper dialog
>kids grow up not being able to think deeply if they live in anime
>they end up calling critical thinking schizophenia 
A long time ago halfuck's advice board realized, and I mean many years ago as I have not used halfcuck in many many years, that any OP with an anime image or pepe/wojak was basically retarded. Is it always true? No, but it will attract retards regardless and I for one know why. Anime is shallow and attracts shallow people. 2hu is itself may not be an anime but so much fanmade stuff is made due to the girls being simply pretty without regard to the actual original bullhell games that literally none of the posters of such 2hus has likely ever played. The music is what was interesting with Zun and nobody ever posts that, just his loli fetish over and over and his actual original drawings were shit. He only was talented as a musician. 
>>1112
And yet the comment you link is saging? Is my bumping just once a bad thing? Why would I not bump? May you be cursed with a long enough life to realize how retarded you are. 
>>1113
You should always assume they are lying. Most humans are liars by default. They think it's a good thing too, using 
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And no that is not AI; I just combined two images together and blurred them mostly, also changing the eyes and adding the text. I would have made it look like the baby was inside something but realized it was not worth it as I'm just going to get a one liner insult most likely anyway.

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what has your family's reaction been to you being a hikikomori? I've noticed my family almost stopped caring about my lifestyle entirely after I entered my late 20s.
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All my friends have either moved away or live in other countries (real friends, not anons) so I don't have any friends anymore in a sense. I have no one to call or hang out with at the moment (it's been like this for 2 years now).

I rarely get out of bed.

I don't have fights with my family, we get along.

they are the only people I have substantial human contact with
>>22 (OP) 
After the first few years she stopped caring. Although she still views me as a parasite and takes her frustration out on me and gets very short with me a lot.
All I can hope for is that God kills me soon.
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>>22 (OP) 
Wish I could've had a family like in an american family show (like 7th heaven or whatever).
Seems like most "parents" are passive, which is wrong. You should ALWAYS be active in everything.
But I've grown past the need for guidance.
Now I just try to stay on the right path and hope that something clicks to make me immune to sinful things.
I'm going to try to completely avoid all temptations, but it'll be hard, since I don't have much(healthy things) to occupy my time with.
mom sometimes yells at me, tells me i'm a failure, morally bankrupt, and a leech and how i should 'grow up' and get a job and stop wasting my life and time on useless, childish pursuits
otherwise barely acknowledges my existence, and typically only to yell at me for not immediately washing dishes and shit
just waiting for the day when risk/reward ticks over to show murder as advantagous and imprisonment an acceptable loss
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>>22 (OP) 
Guilt that I am the way I am because of their failure to raise me.

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When you realize there's nothing you can do to fix yourself, that is liberation. Can you understand a negative statement in a positive way? You can't self-improve or be better: you don't have to. If you see yourself in the correct way, you realize you're perfectly imperfect as you are, as you were always meant to be. You can see you're just as much extraordinary natural phenomena as the shape of a fire, the song of a bird, the wind echoing across snowy peaks and valleys below, all the stars above, the arm of the Milky Way you see in the dead of night -- you are just like that, there's nothing wrong with you at all.
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>>1038 (OP) 
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>>1094
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