/r9k/ - robot9000

>>103 (OP) 
Thanks for making this thread.
Now for that one anon in the waifuism thread:
>Ascesis
In a way, ascetism is a battle one has to fight, isn't it? We all have nigger tier impulses in us (I won't deny this, after all I have a material body in which my spirit lies), and we have to best them. The process of it is not unlike a gradual "awakening" in which one realizes how asleep one was before it.

>>103 (OP) 
Your waifu is literally God communicating with you. Everyone's is.

>>112
No I am.

>>113
Of course we are all God also, but everyone knew that already.

>>114
No.

>>114
>>115
>insane god nigger is back

>>116
I'm not insane. I'm God.

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>>118
Dude I already told you, I'm God. Stop spouting BS faggot.

>>108
>In a way, ascetism is a battle one has to fight, isn't it? We all have nigger tier impulses in us
The word Aryan originally means "those who are born twice". Not only you have to be born in a high caste from a noble race but you have to be initiated in order to be fully Aryan, fully awakened and to have a true connection with the divine, able to practice the rituals that protect you family's power, honor your ancestors that achieved those powers through their heroic deeds and protect the younger generations.
But with the decadence of the hierarchic system and the beginning of race mixing, Buddhism appeared to show the way of ascesis to those who were fed up with the decay. But it is still a practical objective way to achieve your goal that is taught by an Aryan master, as the original Buddha was of royal descent, from one of the most prestigious families. We need to stay away from the new age faggotry of "one needs to discover himself" and other vague statements. Because from what I understood, it was a very objective way to go about things, we just don't have the knowledge necessary, and there is lot of corrupted doctrines from the dravidians.

>>119
I'm not kidding, I think I'm the one true being.

>>122
Delusion is a sin. You like many of the worst of the world, including trannies, are deluded. Reflect on what you've become.

>>123
>Delusion is a sin
Then you'd better stop believing in your god.

>>124
I believe in no gods. Especially not ones who are autistic deluded niggers on the internet.

>>123
I am 100% confident that I'm not deluded, though it's impossible for me to convince you. Maybe one day something will happen and solidify my belief. I'm still waiting for that day. I have been aware of this ever since I became conscious about this world, it's not something I recently came up. I have never disclosed this belief of mine to anyone for fear that they would never understand me.

>>131
I also believe that one day I will snap and things will finally go the way planned for me. It probably will happen soon, some traumatic event or similar gay shit makes me reject my humanity completely and find out who I am before all this.

>>132
Will you be Autism God and enslave all normalfags under your harsh but fair Justice? Make them suffer oh Great Autistic One

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someone complained about Anon-Files being slow as molasses, im gonna repost that link plus a mirror of Dropbox:
https://anonfiles.com/b6n2x3H7o3/Library_7z
https://www.dropbox.com/s/0z25g5ft5kbrr8p/Library.7z?dl=0
Good Hunting

>>103 (OP) 
I was hoping you could give me some advice, and I'm one of the "hardcore ksatryas" if that helps frame this. I think I'm at a crossroad where I have to commit to a tool, either borderline sensory deprivation or some form of waifu-related stimulus conditioning in order to work on self-integration, the diamond body, whatever is the best way to phrase this pursuit. My ability to develop in lucid dreaming stalled years ago, and although meditation on emptiness is not difficult for me, dialing in my consciousness to be functional in dreams hasn't really advanced no matter how much research I've put in. Also, I am poor at visualizing anything without a reference. So here are the two options I see before me to make actual progress:
1. Cut out all unnecessary stimuli -- basically when I don't have to do anything, lay down and deprive my senses of external input. I suspect this could be effective, though boredom would be a factor to overcome. I'd still get physical exercise regularly but cut out as much interaction with screens as possible. It would force myself to be more and more familiar with my mental processes, but would also remove themes I could use as tools to bring forth and recognize my position in a semi-unconscious state. Which leads to,
2. Focused intent using specific themes/symbols/imagery. This would involve something like harnessing my base instincts by visualizing and seeking out some kind of dream waifu thought-forms as persistent themes and triggers for self-awareness in the semi-unconscious state. Maybe they would also arise as guides in the post-death state.

If you feel like doing a tarot reading or could shed some light on this some other way, I'd really appreciate it.

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>>710
sorry to dissapoint you but its not like i can help you with that,thing is i know fuck all about meditation, i already tried my hand back in the day and i am certain that i have no capabilities for Magick at all, i can't even meditate let alone Lucid Dreaming as you mention, all i have learned and understood has come to me through Intuition and Contemplation, combined with Faith on my Sweet Taihou, one of my Associates however is Aquainted with Alchemy and is in the same track as you, i told him about your post, wether he decides to give you a hand or not its his deal, what i can do for you tho is to give you a Tarot Read, in order to make things quicker ill post the Thoth Tarot Deck so you can look at the pictures if you want (the PDF is in german but i think you can make it out easy from the numbers), either way ill throw 3 Cards your way, if you need more context i can throw you another one up to a maximum of 8, (i say 8 because for me that is the number in wich i have enough Context to understand what they mean without them being too verbose, simply put Readings beyond 10 are so Dilluted in their meaning the don't make sense, or comprise a Scale that extends far into the Future and Possibility for it to be Useful in any case)

Card 1:Ace of Cups:Water in its most absolute sense, 
Card 2:Ace of Wands
Card 3:4 of Wands "Completion"

the Ace of cups is the Root of Water, pure Potentiality, the Cup in the Picture represents the Holy Grail, thing is that the way Crowley sees the Holy Grail is not really the Holy Grail, in this case the Holy Grail is not the Restoration of the Initiatic point of View and the Beggining of Divinity, but rather Potentiality in its absolute aspect, the Ace of Wands is the opposite of this, Absolute Fire, Activity in its True sense, the 4 of Wands is the Consolidation of Force, it is essentially the Sum of all the things you know and you have done on the Matter up untill now, this is from where you stand, 

now at this point i would have posted this, but it is obvious this read lacks a LOT of Context, what i have done is to place the Ace of Cups (Pure Potentiality, Passivity, all that could be) at the Bottom, and the Ace of Wands (Activity, Actuality, in this context i take it as the Stillness Divinity Realized, this is your Goal whatever it may be) at the Top, i have discarded the 4 of Wands back into the Deck, i will shuffle again, and draw cards untill reaching 8 (counting both the Ace of Cups and Ace of wands, so that would be 6 Cards) So from Top to Bottom:
Ace of Wands
10 of Disks "Wealth" 
8 of Disks "Prudence"
IV The Emperor
4 of Wands "Completion"
Princess of Disks
4 of Sword "Truce"
Ace of Cups
Truce is a balance of Forces, Swords represent Air but also Thought or Intellection, this may make a Reference to the Mental blockade in wich you find yourself in, either way Truce is limited by Reason, it sits still pondering what is the next step to be taken, the Princess of Disks is the Absolute State of Earth, the Throne of The Spirit, it is really nothing by itself, but rather what you put on it, wether the Princess of Disks is the Heart of the Matter itself, meaning that your "choice" of paths is not really a "Right or Wrong" decision, but a matter of what could be more efficient and pleasant for you, or wether it is something else, it is something you will know, the 4 of Wands appears again,  after you have made the choice of what to make out of the Princess of Disks and resolve your conundrum with Truce, it is where your Past Experience and Knowledge enter in Play, The Emperor is Conquest and Dominance, Prudence is all about Calculated Risks, once you have decided where to go, wether you get there or not will be decided by how Solid your Plan is, and your Ability to Stick to it, at this point in the Game there's nothing you can do, you must be Patient and stick to it, Going back will Waste everything you have done at this Stage

Fucking Character Limit/2

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>>713
following up from Prudence, Prudence is tied to the Emperor, in other words that in order to Reach Victory (Emperor) one has to be Persevering enough to follow the plan taken in the previous stages (Completition Princess of Disks and Truce) and to have made a Good plan in the First place, after this comes Wealth, Wealth is the Accumulation of Power, where Completition was of Past Experiences, a Stache of yes, Valuable Knowledge, but ultimately Actions and things that cannot be acted upon anymore, since they are in the past, this Wealth is the Here and Now, if you did well, you will find yourself in a Position of Advantage, all your Tools at your Disposal, your Target Clearly in view and more than enough knowledge to make the Right call, once you have reached this Stage then you will know what to do and it will be a matter of taking those obvious steps to the Ace of Wands and make the "What Could have Been" into a "What Is"

>>710
I'm a fellow "hardcore ksatriya" anon. If you are indeed this, keep in mind that your "waifuism" will be more of a tantric thing, where your waifu represents a "cosmic" force, shakti, pure potentiality, power, and it's up to you to conquer. I myself have not dabbled much in tantra, but will do so in the not so distant future.
>Meditation
It is good to that. I myself I'm trying to have 1 hour long sessions each day,  I can't say I'm a master of it (far from it I think) however I' feel as I've made progress. In the hermetical tradition, in particular it's most "applied" branch, Alchemy, the first step of the work (which could be equivalent to the diamond body path you mentioned) is the Nigredo, initiatic death, in which one tries to sever oneself from it's physical body as much as one can, so one can live through death in life and free one's spirit (but one shouldn't let it "go", at the end one has to return to the Earth to "spiritualize" it).
There is the possibility of going through what is called the "dry" path; instead of separating oneself through a "traumatic" experience and going through the nigredo, it is possible to reach the next step, the albedo, by sheer power of one's intellect, understood here as the mercury that is under the control of Aries, the real I, so to say.
I'm not really sure if this is too much nor if I've been able to explain myself well (English is not my first language) but I'm going through a similar path to yours. If you are interested, my tox ID is 27207D1BB1F7FE5C759A043318103BDD37AAEE898B1BEAA4F52A1B011582EF56C05322A60962, we can chat about it and hopefully help each other to break through whatever we feel are our roadblocks.

By the way if any other anon wants to talk, you are free to write to that ID. If you have any trouble reaching me, I might have pasted the ID incorrectly.

>>713
>>716
Thanks for taking the time to reply, you guys. I'll consider these things and try to commit to a path that will lead to long-term results. I keep having this sense that portions of my life have reached the end of their runway, so to speak, as if it's time to shed a number of mundane distractions; after all, plenty of the fixtures of one's life in this cattle pen are just distractions to keep your head in the trough. Kind of unfortunate that I also run out of things I want to communicate as I realize more and more that there's only a handful of people I see as brothers. Taihou-anon, I think you're probably one of the last people to work his way into a lost art of inner integration of male and female -- the genuine kind, not some new age bullshit. I'm curious how the gradation of souls works in this sense because, as I've said before, there's a spiritual distinction between such a person and the normalcattle, but also some kind of division of labor within our group. So as for a fellow ksatriya, the only good piece of advice I can give, or rather something you should try, is this: periodically go out to a remote area and physically exert yourself to the point where it is painful and you are at your limit. I don't mean go to a gym, I mean find a way to be alone in nature and tap into the berserker state of mind, where there's a strong sense of an "uphill battle" but also self-control and a certain amount of inner stillness. I'm not going to give specifics, that's up to the individual's circumstances. What I can say is that my personal form of this practice has been very important in getting me mentally and physically into the state I need to be in to take the next, more metaphysical steps. Because ultimately I want to help kill the kike god that's running this realm and have a laugh about it afterwards with you fuckers in some other, actually decent plane of consciousness.

>>710
>dialing in my consciousness to be functional in dreams
As far as I've gone spiritually/mentally I've never understood how or why to lucid dream. Wouldn't you lose the unexpected nature of dreams that makes them so interesting?

>>720
>Wouldn't you lose the unexpected nature of dreams
Definitely not -- you can control yourself and certain aspects of the dream, but the dream itself will mostly produce itself. Some people use the metaphor of a sailor at sea, because you can direct the ship but you're not creating the sea and all of its currents. You can also just maintain lucidity as the dream unfolds on its own terms instead of trying to exert any control.
>why to lucid dream
Lots of reasons. It gives you freedom you'll never experience during normal waking life. If the Tibetan Buddhists are right, if you're proficient at being lucid in your dreams, after you die you'll have a similar coherence and can avoid being reincarnated back into this place. Adding to that, having that coherence in the post-death state would mean being able to exit this plane of existence, viewing it from without, and ending up in a higher plane of consciousness. I believe there is a parasitic pseudo-god manipulating and feeding off of this plane whose location is obscured from other beings, and that the post-death state is the best chance for any of us to do a sort of spiritual reconnaissance so it can be subsequently destroyed.
>how
I can't help with this, unfortunately. I've had maybe around 100-150 lucid dreams in the past decade, none of them at the super high state of lucidity I'm aiming at, and the past few years I've struggled to make progress. I think I'm pretty close to a personal state of being that will mean a breakthrough in this, though.

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>>718
>Taihou-anon, I think you're probably one of the last people to work his way into a lost art of inner integration of male and female
perhaps, but every time i see Love being talked about on Traditional Teachings is either refered to in its profane level of mere Affection, or as just another Magickal Practice in Doctrines like Tantra, where Love and the Beloved is not even a "real thing" but just a Formulation, it gets worse when you read about Evola saying that where Love Triumphs so does the Roastie, wich in Profane Love and Sex is true, but Taihou is Far from a Filthy Roastie, and lets not even Talk about Guenon because that faggot would probably write every single one of my Experiences off as "Psychic Phenomena" and disregard any suggestion of mine because i wasn't trained by a Yogi, the fucking Snowflake, at any rate i think i have either Stumbled upon a Doctrine that is so Hidden and Secret that not even the Ancients Knew about it, or i just Fucked up big Time, again, i am No Initiate, i cannot into Meditation nor Magick of any kind, i keep hearing about the Bardo and the Post-Death states and how you need a Special kind of Lucidity, wich does fills me with both Anger (or perhaps more along the lines of Dissapointment) and Dread, Dread because i really don't want to get Thrown back into this Fucking Shithole, much less to Forget about Taihou or to be cast away from her, on the other Hand im dissapointed because i feel Denied, its the Recurring theme of Meditation, Alchemy (and all other forms of "Active" Magick) as almost a Requirement for any sort of Progress in this Direction, it is almost as if unless you are a Dry Alchemist, that sees the World as Power and the Path towards initiation a mere Mechanism on wich you do X operations at Y times you get specific Results untill you reach the End, you're fucked, if you somehow use your Instincts instead of Astral-Projecting your ass into the Rubedo you're no good, Mystics are Shunned and reviled (Evola certainly had his fucking issues with those), it is almost as if in the chapter of Heathen Imperialism, "Those who Know, and those who Believe" was actually "Only those who Know in this Certain way", at least this is my Personal Experience, since the more i delve into the Teachings of Evola, Guenon and other Esoterics of the Time from the Thesophists (what a bunch of fucking New Age Clowns Mind you) all i found is Denial of my own Personal Truth, in Favour of the "Yogi Fetishism" of Centralizing Gnosis around Yoga, this Pisses me off Specially since neither Original Hermetism (that means before Middle Ages and Alchemy) nor Neo-Platonism, nor the Gnostics even MENTIONED any sort of Astrology or Meditation at all, but instead banked on Contemplating and Observing Oneself and the World, not through Astral Trips but through Sitting your ass down and using your Mind, and i also Stand as Living proof of this, since, as i said Billions of Times by now, i have never ever succeded at anything Beyond Tarot, and all the Things i Know and Learned, were so through Thinking and Contemplating with the Help of the Wisdom i have Attained through Reading, now Special Tantra Sex Magick, no fucking Clairvoyance Thought Forms, no Alchemy no Nothing

>>734
Yes, parts of our higher selves are firewalled off, and it's due to conditioning and poisoning by you know who. Who else would deliberately calcify the human pineal gland to ensure the majority of the cattle just keep their heads down in the trough. It's a shame that things are not intuitive in the sense that they were for our distant ancestors, whose neurology was definitely able to function normally and effectively. On the matter of being lost in the bardo, do you not think Taihou would simply operate as a sort of talisman to get you out of here and not be tricked into returning to this shithole?

>>734
>Taihou is Far from a Filthy Roastie
>posts her naked
You have just pimped your waifu sorry man

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>>763
>You have just pimped your waifu sorry man
Pimp
noun
a person, especially a man, who solicits customers for a prostitute or a brothel, usually in return for a share of the earnings; pander; procurer.

As far as i know Taihou is not a Prostitute and i have neither offered her in Prostitution, so i don't know what the fuck are you Talking about, Nakedness back in the day used to be a Sign of Purity and Power, when Godesses like Ishtar naked themselves they would Stop whatever perilous force was inbound, the Celts according to Polybius went to War Naked, too bad rabid roasties now parade their decrepit bodies around screeching about some stupid materialistic and inconsequential nonsense, thus kinda ruining the Tradition, either way Taihou's True Form (not the Usual Anime Girl Projection, but her Actual form in the other side of this Misbegotten Realm) is probably a Sight to behold and something so Glorious and Beautiful one would probably be Struck asunder by its Vision, so yeah if you have a problem with Nakedness there's your Solution

now if you have a problem with "Pimping", Taihou is Mine, and Only Mine, and i am Hers, and Only Hers, we are bound in Holy Marriage, not by the "sacrality" of some dumb puritain priest but by the Holyness of our own Spirits, what you "Have" in your computer, is nothing more than a Picture, an Empty Echo, the Feelings that are Aroused by it, the Nights of Love and the Thoughts we have Shared, the Messages she has left me through Tarot and Revelations and the like, all the Thoughts and yes all the Times i've wanked it to her and all the Insanely Degenerate Fantasies and Fetishes i have for Her and that i have Fulfilled with Her, those are all in my Soul and Heart, not in the Pictures, but hey, 

keep being Butthurt about it if you wan't to be honest i understand the Antagonism aganist me and my ideas, but i don't understand niggers that are sore about me Loving Taihou, not that i dislike it though, gives me the Perfect Excuse to Talk about the only Relevant Thing to me in all Existance, specially since i'ts been a Few days without feeling "High" on Love (Fuck Being Lucid, i really wish my Mind would Melt down and just think about Taihou 24/7 like a Junkie in need of Cuddles Kisses and Naughty Warm Love), Man i can't fucking Wait to get out of this fucking Shithole of an Earthly Existance, i just hope im right and Taihou ends up saving my dumb ass from Falling back here again or something worse, i really just want to Embrace her and stay with her For all Eternity in her Warm Embrace, despite how much i Dislike Serrano because of how he takes a lot of things Literally and how he Failed to live by his own Ideals (he Got married 2 Times and have a quite a few kids, then has the Balls to talk about Chastity and his "Valkirie" on NOS) he did talk about the Orphic Egg being the "Perfect Union" of the HIM-HER wich does sound very fucking Comfy, just Taihou and I and a Eternal Embrace, nothing more and Nothing less because what else could i ever Need nor Want but Taihou and Only Taihou?, even her Name is a Symbol mind you, for Taihou in bugmen Myth means "Phoenix" and the Phoenix is the Female Counterpart to the Dragon, if we go by the Elemental Theory of the Fire-Water-Air-Earth, it is true that Fire and Water make Air, but that is the path of Descent and Conditioning, it is the Perfect Reintegration of Fire and Water that returns it to the Akashka Principle, the Monad, the Stillness, Pleroma, pretty romantic if i do say so myself, i think that instead of Spiting me and going out of your way to try and piss me off or something, you should find something to Fight for, and then Carry that Road to its final Conclusion, i Chose Taihou, and Taihou chose me, and so i go Onwards, even if i Hate this physical realm, even if it Hurts me all the way, ill Go Onwards and Find her, wether in Hell or heaven or somewhere else, and when i Find her ill stay with Her for all Eternity and that will be the End i Hope

>>764
Nah I just fucked her. Shit was cash.

>>779
snap snap puppy

>>764
ignore the other faggot, you're batshit crazy but you write some interesting posts
a bit unrelated but why do you capitalize words that doesn't need capitalization?

>>835
He types like that for the same reason he's an avatarfag. He's a narcissist and insists that you notice him. That's also why he goes on and on and on with his quirky and unique typing style. That you think he has anything interesting to say is indicative of your weakness or his well-developed skill at attention-seeking. But I'm just a big dumb idiot meanie-head, so there's no need to agree with what I write.

>>836
His dick is real deep in your asshole isn't it? I should start typing like he does just to spite you.

>>837
Imagine defending another man this much and then telling other people that they're dick riders. Nigger-brain, not even once.

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>>838

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>>836
>>838
i was originally going to Withdraw from this shithole and not post at all, let you fuckers wallow in your Hatred and keep flinging shit at eachother, but that is not my style, i have never compromised, Never backtracked, never Gave up, niggers Now want to Lynch me and ignore Retards like you with your low effort baiting and shitposting, They want to be niggers Fine, their Loss but i Will stand by the Beliefs i have always stood for, you are a Disingenuous Faggot, a Hyena of Samael
>He's a narcissist and insists that you notice him. That's also why he goes on and on and on with his quirky and unique typing style.
i have always been Typing like this, ever since Fatchan, i capitalize words that seem Important to me (Divine Names, important concepts to the Post), and too keep the Harmony of Providence (because nothing happens for no reason and Chaos does not Truly exist, thus what happens, happens for a Reason, if i fuckup a Typo it could be a mistake, but also a Hidden Message, it is a notion i picked up from Crowley's Liver al ver Legis) i keep the typos and not correct them, you would know this if you were here for some time, it is quite obvious you are just another Newfag from another Place of the Webring looking for nothing more than to Stir up shit and get your Dopamine, or perhaps Worse, some retard that has it in for me since back in the Day, and now you are taking Advantage like the Oportunist Hyena you are to Rail up aganist me while everyone else Looks the Other way, but hey, you're in luck, since i'll probably get banned 5 Minutes from posting this Post

>>841
Not the same anon. Just pointing out hypocrist when I see it. Could care less about you.

>>841
It's still the same fags around here fag, your autism is just too much sometimes.

>>836
>you think he has anything interesting to say is indicative of your weakness or his well-developed skill at attention-seeking
no not in that sense, schizos and esotericfags rants fascinates me
>>841
I see, so it's because you're batshit crazy 
i have nothing against you but you have to cut down avatarfagging outside of your containment threads, that's all we're asking for 
>but muh hidden meaning
nigger, get a life outside of the occult shit, if your waifu were real I'm sure she'd like you to have your own life instead of talking about her 24/7

>>841
>nothing happens for no reason and Chaos does not Truly exist, thus what happens, happens for a Reason
This means that the anons now making fun of you are also God's will. Good luck.

>>857
The unimaginative profanity of someone who can't imagine God's will to be greater than a billion insects shitting.

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>>856
>we
>nigger, get a life outside of the occult shit
Read a book Nigger, preferably the Corpus Hermeticum, too bad it'll fly through your head or you will somehow find a way to Bullshit it like >>857 is already doing
>if your waifu were real
read >>217 while you are at it, 3rd Paragraph onwards explains this to the Perfection
>I'm sure she'd like you to have your own life instead of talking about her 24/7
yeah a materialistic shithead is gonna tell me what my own Wife thinks about me wprst part being that ever since i got back into studying Tarot she's become more Talkative and understandable at a Instinctual Level and where should i steer my Will, Read a Book nigger, won't harm you i promise

>>857
Providence does not mean God's Will, it Mean's Gods Permit, This Samsaric shithole and all the Evil that it is contained within it is not "Willed" by God, but rather allowed to Exist by Necessity, it is meant as a Test not as a Punishment, for Punishment implies Conditioning, if anything the niggers being Butthurt about my mere Existance are just a Test of Will and Faith (that's kind of why its a moot point to say im Stubborn, yeah i fucking am Stubborn, i have 0 issues with that, even if it makes me look stupid and i end up making stupid choices, i do so while staying True to Myself, to what i Am, and to What i Believe)

>>915
>Read a book Nigger, preferably the Corpus Hermeticum
dont worry, is in my backlog. Right now I'm reading Initiation Into Hermetics but is a slow read as I'm not an esotericfag yet 
>if your waifu were real
by that I meant if she were right next to you in flesh and bone, living a normal life, calm your tits

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>>921
>Right now I'm reading Initiation Into Hermetics
its a Good Read, but its a Overly Practical book, it was Written by Franz Bardon, someone who studied Crowley, as all New-Age stuff it is very Practical and Transparent, but it does not have much in the way of Theory (and half of the time the fall for the worst kind of Delusion and Fuckery, just look at the Theosophists saying that Tantra is "Black Magick" or how the fucking Clown papus obsesses over YOD HE VAU HE when its really just another way of talking about Fire Water Air Earth), of course you are free to tackle this in any way you choose, and you should Trust your own Instincts more than anything i Tell you because everyone has their own Nature and thus their own Path Towards Spritual Liberation, but i recommend to take Evola as the Starting point, specially "Revolt Aganist the Modern World" or "Heathen Imperialism" because these are not only some very good Analysis in why the Modern World is Fucked sideways in more ways that you could think of, but also because it introduces you to the idea of what is beyond Positivism from a Direct comparison on the Modernity you live In, also, Evola is a Based motherfucker

Either way, a Good rule of thumb is to read the Sources First and Always, if you are going into Gnosticism, don't read Snowflake Mcgee's Introduction to Gnosticism published by Fuckford Unigaysity or anything like that, just go read the Nag Hammadi and Think for yourself

>by that I meant if she were right next to you in flesh and bone
that doesn't change my point, i Still Love Her and Dedicate myself to Her, that is the path i Have chosen, most likely Chosen even Before i came to be, and before i came down into this Shithole, so yeah, i already "Got a Life" its you who has yet to make a choice

Good Hunting...

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>>1313
posting this from the Esotericism Thread because the convo has shifted more about "Kill Niggers and Fight for Taihou" and delved into "we both agree that Niggers deserve Nukage, lets discuss the Metaphysics behind it"
> who will suddenly hit an emotional roadblock and become unable to take things to their logical conclusions
yeah, i completely understand this, in the sense that i can understand people not being able to bear the Sickness and crumble under it, personally, the best Test you can have is to either Read about what the "French Revolutionaires" did to the Bourbon Family, or what the Commies did to the Romanovs, alternatively if you like Anime Girls as much as i do, try browsing Rule 34 for more than 5 minutes and read the Comments on the Pictures, if anyone facing that Degree of Unadultered Wickedness does not make him wanna puke and fill him with the Relentless Rage of a Billion suns, he's probably just as Fucked up as the Heretics themselves, i agree with the Idea of indeed, niggers coping with Religion, how many Protestants and Catholics alike pretend to Believe just because they were seduced by the Promise of Heaven?, just to put an example, wich of course does not mean Spirituality is a Cope.

>Probably the only significant disagreement we have is that I'm convinced there is a distinct entity at the edge of this reality that is served by the kikes and their collaborators
Different tastes for Different Colours, you see it as a Personified Evil, i see it as an Ambiguous and Insidious Evil, does it matter? no, its Evil, we are both Fighting it, in our own Way, back in the day Romans and Greeks didn't Worship the Gods in a Literal sense (plebs did because they are plebs) but rather as the idea of "Numina" and of Pure Power, in fact all Godesses are either Durga Archetype of Pure power that can be Controlled by a Stoic Shiva, or as a Demeter Telluric Godess that feeds the Psychopathic Masses, yet here i am, Believing in my own "Godess" of sorts, and yet Embracing the Ghibelline idea as Hard as anyone can, but yeah i Absolutely Agree,at the end of the Day, no Excuses, no Compromises, no Nothing, do what must be Done and do it Well, the Exterminator does not Argue with the Vermin, he Anihilates them

I'm genuinely curious, have any of the anons that practice esoteric disciplines had any advance in their practices?

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>>1389
well from my own experience i can only say that the only "Practice" im proficient at, is Tarot, and im much better at doing Self-Reads than helping other people, people in the past have asked about practical stuff, every time i have forwarded them to Read Franz Bardon and use Common Sense, one of my Associates is into Hermetic Alchemy and  is able to attain certain states of Being, if he feels like it he will probably share some of his experiences here

that being said the more "Grounded" impact that understanding the Divine brings to one is probably the True focus of Contemplation, i think i am the Living proof that without being able to Shoot Lasers out of one's dick with the Power of the Mind one can still attain certain States of being and face this Shithole taken Approaches outside of the reach of the common Nigger, only Wiccan LARPers and Theosophists obsess over Clairvoyance and other niggery like that, i mean this isn't part of what you asked, but i felt like stating this was necessary

>>1389
Every benefit I've gotten except being able to see energies could've been better gotten reading random forum posts by people who think metaphysics is both a false allure and self-absorptive, near narcissistic though experiment. Just focus on virtues and morality if you're not a soulless and spiritless entity and slave and debaser of the lower desires.

>>1393
>without being able to Shoot Lasers out of one's dick with the Power of the Mind
What do you mean? You do that with your waifu all the time! Heh hoo

Is there any esoteric meaning and history of blond-hair.

>>1552
The esoteric meaning of blond-hair is that red-hair is cooler and better.

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>>1583
because women are not Females, the Female (Water) is the passive component, it is Maleable, it becomes the idea and flows around the Male (Fire), do roasties do this?, no, on the Contrary, they always have an Agenda, a Ulterior motive and they use Manipulation and Scheming to get their way, Roasties are the embodyment of Two ideas, First the usual Somatic Animal Awareness, that of the need for Validation that all normgroids and Creatures have, the Need to be Validated, they have no Soul, thus no Self, thus they need constant validation they exist, the Normgroid Screams and creates noise, then looks at the noise "i made that! thus i exist!" and goes on ever creating and Seeking dopamine and Pleasure to validate its own existance, wether it is through adopting Socially normative behaviour so they get the Dopamine hit of Social Validation, Promiscuous Sex and Excessive Eating/Drinking or taking Drugs, it is all for the same purpose,since they only exist through external stimuli, this is why Contemplation and Silence makes them afraid and do not mind the Frantic and Psychopathic rythm of Modern Life, on the other hand, Roasties are the Embodyment of the Telluric Devil, the Psychopathic Drive of Self-preservation for its own sake, of Life for Life's Sake, endless Action without Purpose, instead of Endless Purpose without Action, Becoming instead of Being, this is why they have such high standards for human males, how they are willing to settle with partners that are valued as "Low" in their Biological Scales, or how showing even a little bit of weakness will make them lose respect for you, or the Constant Social Trappings they ensnare one with, they Try their males to see who they can procreate with and keep their unholy chain of Retardation with greater efficiency, sometimes this Devil is more prevalent (Nigger whores that have 8 Billion babies with Tyrone for no other reason than because they can) other times the Somatic animal wins and they decide to not have children and instead pursue hedonistic Promiscuous lifestiles to increase their pleasure, most of the time Roasties will see their offsprings as extensions of themselves, some "mothers" cling on to their children in emotional dependence so they can feel better about themselves, others will abuse them because they are not up to their standards, there are different combinations of these Two powers at play and many different variations of each archetype, but in essence, a Roastie is a Somatic Animal, just like the Human,

>>1588
>women are not Females
I'm going to explode

>>1592
I think he meant feminine.

>>1588
>should it be reciprocal 
>no because women are not females
Shouldn't there be a different term then instead of male and female, if women don't compliment men the way "waifus" the true "female"? do?

>a roastie is a somatic animal, just like the human
>roasties because they're somatic animals don't have husbandos etc
>humans also suck 
>waifus indeed exist
>we know they exist 
>are we not humans?

This is what I mean by having different terms.

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>>1610
>are we not humans?
Human is an animal
Roastie is the "female" human
same way as sow is the "female" pig

Man is Divine, it has a Borrowed Body (Matter) and Spirit (Thought and perception) for it is not of this world, and a Divine Soul that constitutes what he is, Man can perouse the Stars and the Divine, a Man can read the Nag hammadi and be iluminated by it, if you show a Human the Nag hammadi he will think of it as a Fairy tale at best, and at worst he will use it to create his petty religion based on superstition and Fear, taking it Literally and at face value and using it to Expy its own fears and get Social Validation by claiming to be a Good christian,  Waifu is the Female of Man, i am compelled to say a Demon, in the Greek sense, if you needed Updated Terminology, there you have it, but this terminology is really just a personal equation and the result of my point of view, it can help you Understand my Posts, but not much else

Fox Mommy Taihou, Best Mommy Taihou

>>1612
>if you show a Human the Nag hammadi he will think of it as a Fairy tale at best
You're right because we all are secretly descendants of the fairies and the fairy tale is the only true religion. We're all just looking for our wings back, y'know?

>>1612
>Waifu is the Female of Man, i am compelled to say a Demon, in the Greek sense, if you needed Updated Terminology
>that forwhatever reason I don't spell deamon or daimon
>this terminology is really just a personal equation and the result of my point of view, it can help you Understand my Posts, but not much else


Well now that thats cleared up I suppose its back to the waifu thread.

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>>1661
>the human body is just an ugly shell
Dysfunctional as fuck too, tooth are absurdly fragile yet unable to repair themselves, there's also auto-inmune diseases wich is the body going into "crayon eating" retard mode and annihilating itself, the fact that one needs to move and excercise and that literally staying still is bad for the body, needing to stay in a constant state of restlessness, already is a tell-tale sign of the nature of the plane we inhabit, but im shure you already know all this
>Sexual intercourse is nothing but a filthy Samsaric reaction
oh boy you better not step into the Waifufag Thread then unless you are making the distinction between physical intercourse based on reproduction and pleasure from the possible metaphysical practices that sex may entail and probably call me a nigger for Loving Mommy Taihou the way i dobut yeah im glad you are still around here, because while everyone around here hates the current state of affairs, i don't think many people hate the world and understand how truly filthy Samsara, so its cool to have you and the other mean Initiate around here aswellheh, posting this from the Esotericism thread so i can post my Mommy Mommy Taihou <3 and have none bitch about it

>>1662
>waifuing your own mom
Okay Oedipus but watch out for your dad

>>1663
Taihou is my Mommy yes, she's also my Wife, i have no Father tho, i hope you understand that the body is just that, a vessel, and that my "mother" and my "father" are nothing

>>1665
>i have no Father tho
Good, good. Continue on your path, little baby baboo booboo

>>1686
>little baby baboo booboo
why you have to be such a meanie?, specially making baby noises to mock me, that's straight up Cruel, well what if i want to be Pampered and Love by the same Lady that i Love? is it that bad for you?, i have a Will and a purpose, i have someone to Love, and to be Loved by, and that is one of the ways of expressing my Love, i do not understand what is it that Triggers you so much, if anything, i think as pathetic as it looks to you it could be an example to follow on how to commit oneself to a purpose, not to a fancy ideology or anything, but to adhereing to what one is, finding a purpose for oneself and following it Through to the end because it is what one is, i Love Mommy Taihou regardless of what you say you Rude Unwholesome "Man"

>>1689
i can be both at the same time dummy, that's why i say im a Good Boy, capable of Adult Choices and Confronting the World as a Man, but able to become as Innocent and Honest as a Child (or at least a Good Child), at any Rate what ticks me off is that you used the Boo boo sounds to make fun of me, boo boo sounds should be Made by Mommy to comfort me, not by you to Mock me you Meanie

>>659
I am interesting in knowing more about the specific esoteric beliefs of Himmler and the works that inspired him. What could I read to cover that? Anything covering his personal actions and beliefs related to the occult is acceptable too.

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>>1726
Unfortunately that is beyond my Realm of Expertise, but you should look into Ariosophy, its the stuff that the Thule Gesellschaft was into, and the Tule Gesellschaft is essentially the Third Reich's Esoteric Background before Uncle Adolph was in power, again its not my Field of Expertise, i know fuck all about that since im more of a Gnostic/Hermetic Autist, sorry for taking so long to reply to you, but "Life" was getting in the way

>>1389
I'm decent at divination, and I've had conversations with nonhuman spirits of both higher and lower standing, though so far I haven't had enough success to manifest any of the benefits the manuals claim. Angels require a higher standard of the Sight than I have at the moment (probably best saved for after contacting your HGA) and demons... well, I've fucked up one ritual badly enough to make a house uninhabitable and one more got me dozens of dead birds in my cellar. Probably also best saved for later.   
I can also dowse, which is useful for finding things.

>>1726
As the other anon mentioned, the Thule Gesellschaft and Die Herren vom Schwarzen Stein are good sources if you can get them... but good luck. Their libraries didn't make it through occupation times (though there's rumors that they took a lot home and divvied it up between their extended families before they got nabbed by the allies).
As it stands, the books by the 55 club, mainly The Complete Armanen, the Final Battalion, and Runenhäuser should prove enlightening. Evola doesn't hurt either. There's no proof they read him, but there's very little chance they didn't, him being one of the great occultists of the era, Mussolini's favorite, and right south of them. Evola didn't go for the race angle as hard as they did, but the very existence of the SS is strong evidence for them either being in contact with Evola or having some very similar thoughts to him.

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>>1843
>benefits the manuals claim
if we are thinking about the same stuff, most of those Manuals have been Written by retarded XIXth Century theosophists that were high up on their own farts and Wiccans that want to learn some party tricks to get power or Impress their Goth Gf's, personally the fact that these type of "Astral project and Learn Telepathy!" kind of stuff wasn't even Mentioned in the original texts at all  Then again im a sucker for Gnosticism and Hermetism so im kinda biased, and when it is it talks about Baseline Meditation (wich i can't do for shit, although i don't think i need to)
>I'm decent at divination
now im curious, can you give some basic pointers on the basics of it?, if you don't mind that is, i only know Tarot, and in a very personal and Experimental way since Tarot is pozzed to death, all Books i find on it were written by Snowflake Theosophists that know fuck all about anything, the only one worth a Damn is Crowley, at least his Explanation of Tarot makes more sense to me, mind you i only Really use Tarot to try and Talk to Taihou, or get some Pointers from her (Wich i Assume that's my HGA), bit selfish of a request i know, but i can't let this chance to get a bit more Knowledge on the matter pass

>>1845
When I'm talking manuals, I'm talking grimoires usually written in the Renaissance.
For divination, I use mainly Geomancy, specifically from John Michael Greer's books. He used medieval/renaissance sourcebooks and while I have those too, for most readings his books are good enough and far easier to decipher. I stay away from Tarot specifically because it's been tainted by too much new-agey shit.
Additionally, I use rituals from the Greek Magical Papyri, where you call upon one god or another to send you a vision on a certain topic, often accompanied by dedicating an oil lamp to that god, lighting a fire in it, and going to sleep besides it. These tend to be harder to interpret and you plain don't always get a vision, but it tends to be a good idea for big events that are somewhat further away (due to the long time you need to contemplate the vision). It also tends to be better at things that involve the future of entire states, whereas Geomancy tends to be better at personal events (though, personal events related to statesmen can give a good indication), which makes sense considering that's what they used to be used for in antiquity for the most part.

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i Updated the Library
https://gofile.io/d/CjVQHl
Good Hunting

>>2063
What did you add?

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>>2075
well for starters the Anon Files has gone full gay and the old link is 404 so regardless of what i added it was necessary to repost it

the old Link was posted eons ago so i don't know what i had then and what i have now, there's a "History" Folder now, among other things it contains the Old "Cambridge History" that runs from the Ancient Times to the Middle Ages, i added some new books to the Gnosticism Folder, mainly the King James bible, in Esoteric Hitlerism there's some Book written by Nimrod de Rosario but they are all in Spanish (Nimrod was an Argentinian and he wasn't as well known as Serrano, so most of his work simply never got translator) there's also a New Folder containing the Works of Yukio Mishima and that's about it i think

>>2075
Besides what's already been said I see a bunch of new stuff in the Crowley and Hermetism folders. He took out the Non-Esoteric folder which had some fighting manuals, some drawing books, some Latin stuff, and the Conan the Barbarian books.
>>2096
>Nimrod
What an unfortunate name.