>>4377
>To be frank I was talking about all anons (I assume there were some besides you) who were interested in esoteric topics.
that much i assumed, but i don´t know what happened to the others so i can only speak for myself, and even if i did, well, they can speak for themselves
>Did you ever get into any kind of practice?
in time i´ve been giving up on any new age fuckery, you don´t practice things, you just exist, its an ontological thing
its like learning to walk, once you can walk your interaction with the environment changes, the whole context of the world shifts with the realization of walking, in the same way thus, you notice certain things, and once you notice them, you cannot unsee them, and your way of interacting with the world fundamentally change, it is neither good nor bad, it just is what it is
i don´t even read that much anymore, i´ve moved on to fiction and sometimes writting some stuff myself and/or working on some personal projects, but what i write is fictional too, nothing explicitly esoteric, from time to time i re-read some passages that stuck to me but not much
if i have to give you the short answer: you don´t practice things, you become the practice
>Do you still think Taihou is a real being that you can interact with (and by extensions can anons have real waifus?
Everything is real, people deny this because they are either smug retards, or they have an agenda, and most of the time they are smug retards with an agenda
for starters, you know the smug theory of "what if we´re all in a simulation!!!" well, there´s this fallacy called "Ad Ignorantiam" it is used mostly agansit christcucks, when they say "you cannot prove that god does not exist either!" you answer them with that, except its a two way street, "you can´t prove we are not in a simulation therefore we are in one!" is just the same logic
but even then, what is heat? the absence of cold, what is dark? the absence of light, you cannot give an absolute measurement of things, because everything is relative to something else, the only difference between your "imagination" and "reality" is that your thoughts cannot come out of your head and beat you up physically, and even this is a lie, because thoughts, emotions, movies, ideas, books, fictional characters, games, poems, all of these things are "fictional" and yet they impact "real" action in many ways,
if nothing is real, then everything is real by definition, because everything is relative, and even then, this can also be disputed, reality is Cognition, wich is in itself experience
much like evolution, eugenics... the concept of reality is a very convenient way to force you into caring about certain things and disregarding others, everything i, your hypothetical puppet master, would want you to do, i will label as real, everything else i will label it with buzzwords, disregard it, and adscribe it to undesirable behaviours done by undesirable people
in regards to waifus, i don´t know, i just masturbate to anime girls on a daily basis and fucked around with AI Art for awhile, as i said before, some things i can´t unsee anymore and thus, some things don´t click the way they used to, i think i´ve become extremely cynical over time, im trying to actively isolate myself from the rest of the world but like i said in my original post, i am a victim of my own shortcomings and i have a hard time controlling my own emotions and frustrations, wich leads me to waste a lot of time and energy on people and things that do not deserve it
Ultimately, the point of all of these things is to be aware of the fundamental innerworkings of the world so you have a headstart on other, less intelligent, more agressive, evil people that want to get you killed, niggers, internet anons, jews, ideological fanatics... and thus prevent yourself from being killed or wrapped into a cult