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>>>/detrans/ here. I was on hormones for 8 years. Finding out what causes this phenomenon requires a real sociological study instead of relying just on anecdotes. You'll notice that it only occurs in certain parts of the world regardless of what advocates tell you. It's hard to explain in just one post. Looking back, for me, the biggest factors were probably chronic isolation, chronic stress, and despair. To put it briefly, I grew up believing I was unwanted and there was nothing for me in the world. Everything was always for other people and I was treated like a criminal just for being a kid. Being separated from my family when I was young, growing up in the ghetto of a foreign country where I was an ethnic minority that didn't understand the culture or language, having horrible relationships with my family and everyone I met, having no positive influences or anyone taking care of me, and having a life revolving around financial trouble all screwed me. At the time, I thought that having kids was something that was permanently unavailable to me because of my life situation. I never had access to girls, only ghettopotamuses. I thought I would always be a broke ethnic minority.
I know that I should take responsibility but it's hard to ignore the influence of others because I started hormones the second I could, right after my 18th birthday, and it was something that was festering in me throughout my childhood, even before I first went online. Contrary to what advocates tell you, this isn't normal and it's not something that just happens to some people, it comes from the environment. I met trannies and faggots online but I don't really feel like they groomed me because they were in the same boat and they were just as lost as I was.
I'm currently suffering from health issues after quitting HRT. I have an enlarged pelvis which causes pelvic floor dysfunction which in turn causes erectile dysfunction, rectal prolapse, and other issues. I'm infertile. I got laser skin therapy and now I have the ultimate soybeard which brings me shame and anxiety in social settings. I have gynecomastia. Being detrans is traumatizing as hell and since I've stopped, I feel like I've gotten a second chance at life. I'm enjoying the health I have left. Explaining this to women is quite difficult so I'm probably doomed towards wizardhood.
>Anyone who becomes a Troon deserves their inevitable fate, they shall reap what they sow and will forever thrash in agony for all eternity as they deserve.
I wholeheartedly agree. I'm glad someone gets it.