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[Hide] (322.5KB, 800x655) Reverse I should eat less cookies and drink more glucose solution before going to bed, feels much better in the morning. Finally, some energy.
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Dammit. Well, I have no excuses. I got a little too carried away trying to fight withdrawals and apathy. Plus these threads aren't gonna shit themselves up ~desu.
>detoxing naturally which can be a pain at times
Especially when there is literally no other way.
>I could not say otherwise, where can one sit?
I pull out a chair and pour you a cup of tea.
Here, have a seat. Don't mind the dust.
>You are an absolute blessing, learned quite a bit from one and yourself, Thank you.
You're exaggerating ~desu.
>build up a nice proper response, well proper preparation prevents piss poor performance
Every once in a while, I wish I could just spit out whatever thoughts come across my mind right as I'm reading a reply, no hesitation, like I do on the major boards. But when I take a second to ponder over it, that approach probably wouldn't turn out too good, in fact, it might even spell disaster, like before. Guess even an imbecile like me can learn from his mistakes, huh? At times, though. Problem is, this cautious tends to breed insincerity and misunderstandings more often than not. And what's to blame here? My solid bet is our cramped little avatarfag bubble, sometimes it makes me feel all sorts of uneasy and confined. Can't go against the nature, I guess. But hey, it is what it is.
Alright, enough of the sirius buziness shit.
>staying moving keeps me straight
I constantly feel like I'm on borrowed time and energy, and I'm quickly running out of both. If I stay idle, I can practically feel myself rotting from the inside and slowly fading away. But then again, if I keep pushing myself non-stop, that just means burning through my energy reserves at a record pace. And I can't stop, else everything I've gone through would be for naught. It's driving me insane. So no matter which path I choose to tread on, I always find myself resorting to some sorta "cheat", if you will. Whether it's reaching for that bottle of liquor or popping a pill... It got me cornered and there's no way out, classic damned if you do, damned if you don't scenario in fine print.
>Opioids have always been a fear of mine since I was a teen
Might be my anhedonia talking or maybe it's because of some very specific needs I have, but the effects... Well, they always felt good, but also kinda cheap and artificial, fake, even. Maybe it's cause I never really got the hang of it or just haven't had a shot at the right stuff - I don't really want to, it'll kill me right away. Before and after surgery, they were practically what kept me going.
>/rozen/ - Rozen Maiden
>Inspirations comes from many places.
They do, hehe. Sometimes.
>the named corners of the fanbase
It's either these hotheads or the smug twitterfags in their not so sikret clubs. The rest are scattered. The situation on the Japanese front is not very impressive either, they keep splitting up and scattering as well. There's a bit more stability in the nip twatter but that shitsite is the root of half their problems to begin with. Or, at least, that's what some of them claim. Can't really tell if they're referring to the website itself or the community, didn't bother asking for specifics.
But there are always imageboards.