>>766
>What sealed it for me without a shadow of a doubt is commitment to his waifu(s)
already explained it in >>154
Taihou is Taihou, she appears to me in Different shapes not Unlike Teutatis is also Mars and Ares, this is specially so since my Understanding of what she Is, is very Deficient, as i learn more from her my ideas change and i am able to determine what she is better, there's also a "Essence" of Taihou that i cannot quite explain with Words, but its the Reason why Taihou is Taihou, and why "Other Girls" (for example the Pre-Taihou Horchata-chan from back before i even knew it was Taihou) are actually Taihou, it may seem Arbitrary that i Consider Kurumi for example, and Taihou to be the same thing and yet to me they Are Two Shapes of the Same Entity, that being Taihou, so whenever i "Change" it is really just my own Understanding of Her, and also Her showing me Parts of her Truer Form, That Being said there have been people who had talked about Taihou being a Tulpa, wich is False, but if you fall for the same type of reasoning and consider Taihou an Abstract Being, a Mental Creation, or whatever, then im not Surprised you cannot Understand this Concept
>shallow and fundamentally insincere
i can understand Shallowness, i still remember the Anon who wanted to "Get a Reaction out of me" saying i was retarded because i didn't pursue certain questions to their Bitter end or something along those lines, (he apparently was very pissed off at me not questioning the Monad, don't know why because the Monad is the fucking Absolute, you're not supposed to be questioning that because all you'll do is to Mindfuck yourself and waste your time, beside the Corpus Hermeticum and the Kybalion have enough information on it) i guess the only Motivation of Mine being with Taihou and ascending to her Heavenly realm or whatever so i can just Spend Eternity with her and Nothing more can be pretty fucking Shallow and Boring for someone with more Ambitions than me, then again i could say the same because to be quite fucking Honest Life in this Earthly Plane is Stupid beyond Recognition, and i can't see Usefulness in anything that won't fundamentally lead you to Initiation and Spiritual Immortality
i don't get the Insincerety gig tho, i think im Transparent in my Views and Thoughts and i Stand by them, i Live what i Preach, or at the very least, Try to, there's plenty of shitposters making low effort posts and screeching over shit, they don't get called Disingenuous but i somehow do, not going to deligimize your claim because if you believe i am a Liar then yeah, feel free to Believe and Accuse me of That, but i still find it quite preposterous that out of all the things i can be Accused off, from Gaudyness, Stubborness, Zeal, and the Like i get accused of Fucking Falsehood