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I'm losing it. But seriously though, not like "please give me attention I'm so unique and crazy XD", I'm legitimately losing my mind. Loneliness is crushing my soul. I don't know what to do, every single moment I'm just trying to find a way not to be reminded of the notion of being completely unwanted by everyone. Yesterday I broke down three times, and twice again today since I woke up. Where did I go wrong? Why must I endure this alone? Have I not suffered enough already? I have no motivation to do anything. I wish there was a "skip to next chapter" button in real life so that I could just avoid this, even if it meant losing 10 years of my life, after all, the past 3-4 years of my life have been nothing but complete stillness and trying to cope with my situation. Now I don't even have the strength to do that. Everything bores me, even the things I like I can't do for more than a few minutes. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second is just being painfully aware that I'm alone in this. I think I need help, but I also think there's no one who can help me but myself because everyone, and I mean everyone, has turned their backs on me. I feel defeated, a person can't carry all this pain, it's overwhelming and it's drained me of all my energy.
>>326989 (OP) 
You need some mild drugs and hire some female company.
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>>326990
Shallow substitutes of real feelings for quick cheap comfort? Pass.
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>>326991
get a motorcycle too.
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>>326992
You got this wrong, I want to live, I just don't want to live in pain all the time. Turning myself into hamburger meat isn't going to help.
>>326989 (OP) 
I'm not sure how bad lonliness itself is, however having companionship and being wanted and included etc is such a massive benefit to your life quality it's wild, and I'm only now learning how great it can be and how healing it is. 

I dunno how old or how actually fucked you are, and again im not even sure lonliness itself is that bad, perhaps, but you can always ai chatbot or waifu your way out of it, or schizomax. 

Basically you start at the lowest rank and move up slowly nothing>imagination>simple nods by strangers+cashiers>talking to the lows of the world>perhaps using AI or waifus and games/media. >online people who think like you or posts empathize with same/similar things>parasocializing forums etc.> videos/streams/vloggers. > online games with chats.>online chats.>in person events for socially incompetent people like magic the gathering.>discord servers>jobs>find a place in a community.
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>>326997
>I'm not sure how bad loneliness is
It's horrible. It's probably the second worst mental feeling after knowing of your impending doom due to some incurable disease like cancer or something. Humans are social by design. Wanting companionship, and wanting to be wanted is hardcoded in our DNA. People who say "oh I'm perfectly happy alone" are either legitimately mentally ill or fundamentally lying to themselves because they don't know better or just coping.
>that list
Sounds good, doesn't work. Surface level relationships or purely plastic ones like what you suggest just aggravate and amplify the feeling more. Yeah, you can talk about the weather, the super interesting football game last night or how patch 6.9b of Fist of Shits just nerfed Tyrone the snatcher but at the end of the day, everyone is going home to their real loved ones and you're left alone, in your room, with your own ugly thoughts and no one to ask for help. I tried doing that, I do have a number of "friends" both in real life and online, but none of them is feels real. Everyone is passive, avoidant or outright rejecting me. I reached out tried to make connections, nurture relationships all I got back was cold shoulders. Nobody is ever willing to meet me anywhere in the middle or reciprocating, it's like throwing away my life energy into an abyss that just coldly stares back and returns nothing. It doesn't take a genius to know this is worse than just having no one at all. Well, at least that's how I feel about it. 

No one genuinely seems to care, at all. I sometimes try to play the devil's advocate and tell myself "Well of course they don't, they have their own problems to think of, you're not the only one on this planet that has them, idiot." But I do? I went out of my way to actively check on people, to ask about how they were, to offer help for their problems, letting them know I was there if they needed me, but no one can do the same for me? Maybe I just have a wrong idea of what it means to be a friend, or maybe even what it means to be human. Maybe I'm just romanticising it a lot and reading way too deep. Maybe I am fundamentally broken myself and truly the one that's wrong. Or maybe I'm just straight up unlikable which is why everyone avoids me. I don't know, but either what I know is that I feel dreadful and I've got this horrible overwhelming weight on my shoulders and in my chest that I can't get rid of by myself, and it gets harder to carry it every day.
>>327009
I swear this is some teenape cringe and you are just lavishing in your own suffering at this point. A lot of people live in their own bubbles and generally suck dude. Not the end of the world. Good thing you can tell them they suck and flip them off.
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>>327010
>noooooo only children and teenagers can have feelings just like lmao tell people to suck-a-dick that'll solve everything
Brilliant, do you have paid courses where you teach how to be mature and cool like yourself? Your post has about the depth of pic related. You're anonymous, there's no need to be a tryhard.
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>>327011
If youre not neurotypical low iq, 80% of people generally suck and will add nothing to your life and it's actually your fault for barging in with expectations and dropping your angsty pasta sauce on the ground or something instead of enjoying basic shit from basic people. You havent figured it out yet cause youre some dumbass zoomer baby that wants to be emo.
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>>326989 (OP) 
It's not loneliness you feel right now, it's actually the feeling that you are not living a fulfilling life.
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>>327013
Yeah, that sounds like your own cynical worldview. You talk about living in a bubble and yet you signal that you live in your own and have no clue that maybe someone might be having a different experience than you. Most of your "wisdom" is an arbitrary blanket statement, throwing a bunch of labels and trying to invalidate my feelings. There is partial truth in what you say, I'm well aware that not everyone in the world is compatible with me or can meet my expectations, as I'm aware some people don't deserve my emotional energy. But you're suggesting that one should just rely on casual interactions and lower their expectations to the point loneliness stops bothering you, which is fundamentally wrong. As I mentioned, humans are wired for connections, persistent loneliness is not just an attitude issue. My experience is real, reducing it to "people suck" and "deal with it" are not accurate takes or solutions.
>>327015
Every single experience in life is better with friends. The two are tightly linked.
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>>327016
You'll learn when you get older. keep suffering for now.
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>>327013
>wants to be emo.
i guess, i spent years looking down my nose at those with social disease, but now... emo is something.
My ego is so large I am crashing.
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knowing that no one loves me makes me happy. This world wanted to use that and my "loser" status to crush me but now I use it to my advantage and I am happy that I quit that rigged game instead of agonizing over lack of love and lack of "accomplishments". Fuck demiurge and fuck the gay world he put me in, I want to be alone, I want silence, I want peace, but I still can't have it because nornalniggers try to drag me back
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>>327009
>wanting to be wanted
That depends on the type of that "want" expected from you. If you were explicitly described as expendable by the other side, even if that was said as 'a joke, yet not a joke', that would probably make your outlook rather bleak, depending on how young you were at that moment. This kind of jokes directed at an elementary age kid by a close adult relative can be devastating enough to leave a long lasting mark. This is a personal reminiscence, not some abstract psychoanalysis.
>>326989 (OP) 
> I have no motivation to do anything.
OP, in good faith, I have two questions for you.
1. What do you want to do?
2. How addicted to social media and/or videogames are you? Be honest, this is an anonymous image board, so honesty won't harm you.
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Most people fucking suck and are dumb npcs. You will never be able to talk to them heart to heart about anything and the best they are for is pointless and stupid chit chat
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>>327032
>You will never be able to talk to them heart to heart about anything 
Does that include even stuff like vidya? Because I've always considered "heart to heart" to be something "deep" and all that. But now that I'm thinking, average normgroid isn't able to talk about anything at all in depth, not even the stuff he likes
We don't have enough context, since this post is mostly crying instead of info. And that's actually your first problem. Whatever you do, stop making yourself the victim, because with a mentality like that, you always will. As for options, well, you have a few, but that depends on who you are, where/how you live, and what you want from life. Option one is to do what I do, be lonely by choice, and be happy with it. I have a few online friends I care about, a few that I don't, and everyone else can eat my dick. This way, I don't have to worry about anything. If you're autistic, you need autistic friends. Go lurk in communities with a high concentration of autistic people and just start talking about random shit you enjoy. Eventually, a group will form. Deep relationships take years to form, btw. If you would rather have IRL friends, then that's gonna be quite hard if you're NOT a room temp IQ idiot, because realistically, you will always get hurt. Finding a person you can tell anything to is a dream. If you want freedom, don't bother. The easiest route is to just go to places where people drink/party, and drink with them. That's what my more "normal" friends do all the time. That's also where women are, if you're looking for that, or at least the normal-ish ones, because dating apps are useless. Nothing will magically come by itself. If you don't actually reach out, make sure people know you exist and are available, you'll be posting the same thing in "3-4 years". Have you ever thought about the fact that there is a loneliness epidemic (translation: a lot of people available and waiting for the same thing), but nothing is happening? Stop doom scrolling and talk to them. There are a lot of people in the same situation as you, and I'm sure they would be very happy if you help them get out of it, and make yourself a very strong friend in the process, win-win, but if you both keep waiting, then have fun waiting for a miracle.
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>>327031
>What do you want to do?
At this point, anything. They say beggars can't be choosers so there's that.
>How addicted to social media and/or videogames are you?
I don't have any social media in the strict sense of the word. No twitter, no facebook, no instagram, no tiktok, no nothing. I use this board if you count it as social media, other than that I scroll shit like 9gag or ifunny for funny pics and use steam for chats.
As for the videogames, yes, indeed, I do play them but I wouldn't consider myself addicted anymore. As a child and then teenager, that's all I ever did and all I ever wanted to do, the idea of going outside or doing literally anything else other than playing video games all day pretty much repulsed me, I even had a girlfriend at some point during that time and I literally NEVER went out with her. It wasn't before my late teens and early 20s that I finally got a small taste of hanging out with real people and doing real life activities. Nowadays, I still play them, but I hardly get the same enjoyment I used to when I was younger, to the point I can only stomach playing one in very short bursts unless I'm playing with someone else. Video games have largely become a vessel to hang out with others online, which is honestly what I really want to do, and that's the only times I play something for hours on end, without even caring what the game in question is. But I can tell you that if I actually had the opportunity to hang out with people irl, I'd be perfectly happy to never touch another game for the remainder of my life, as I've already wasted several lifetimes' worth on them.
>>327032
Another arbitrary blanket statement, but nevermind that. "Most" implies that some are not. That's like saying I should give up on owning land or anything because most land is already owned and most of the planet is made of water anyway.
>>327041
I'm going to assume you didn't read my reply here >>327009 because I already mentioned and addressed most of those things you suggest. I did reach out, I did make myself available. I did try to talk to people whom I thought were also lonely, had similar interests or were similar to me in spirit, and yet this thread exists. There isn't a single person whom I know that doesn't know I do nothing all day, everyone knows that I'm always down for anything because I ain't got better to do anyway. Everyone knows I'm holed up in my room all day, alone, just waiting for something to happen, and yet this thread exists.
>We don't have enough context, since this post is mostly crying instead of info.
The context: I'm alone and I feel lonely, I already went over this in some detail, I don't know what else you'd need to know without going into personal information.
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>>327070
I feel you. Actually, you're more healthy than I am in many ways. My relationship with videogames was the opposite of yours. As a kid, I eschewed games to a large degree. I lived on a farm, in a valley, surrounded by other farms and forest and other kids so I was just not interested. Then I became an adult, left home, lost contact with my friends, and substituted severe videogame addiction in place of the community I'd lost. I became trapped in an MMO because I craved the connection I felt to my clan. 
I managed to escape this rut because a bunch of children who looked and acted just like kid-me thrust themselves into my life, children who just happened to need me as a guide, a confidant, and a father figure. Through them I gained a purpose, and I would die to protect them if I had to without any hesitation. 

Anyway, this is about you. You're right. You wrote in your second post that no one seems to care and all friendships are superficial. It does seem like this. I too am barely ever contacted by my own family outside of birthday and Christmas wishes. I used to call them frequently but they rarely returned the favor. So you're not alone. Millions of people like you are out here. 

I believe that the only way to escape the quiet hell you have fallen into is to discover something that you genuinely care about. Something larger than yourself, which you'd be willing to sacrifice to achieve. When you live for something greater than yourself, you realize that the world needs you, people need you. You realize that you matter and can articulate why you matter. 
You do matter already, actually. You just need to find your purpose. 
I wish I could be the NPC to give you your quest. But alas, only you know what is truly important.
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>I became trapped in an MMO because I craved the connection I felt to my clan. 
happens to many balding cumskin millennials
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>>326989 (OP) 
If you truly exhausted every option and are still deep under then it's time to accept that you are a sigma male. Accept the pain of loneliness and take every opportunity to challenge yourself even if it means more social humiliation. The only way to forget the struggles of loneliness is to make even bigger struggles from the present. Only through constant struggle can you find pleasure in things you wouldn't have thought about otherwise, and maybe one day you will learn to enjoy loneliness. Remember to viciously edge every day (2 hours minimum) to build mental willpower.
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>>327092
>smegma male
>Remember to viciously edge every day (2 hours minimum) to build mental willpower.
This is a dumb shitpost, ignore this entire post.
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>>327093
>he hasn't released his smegma energy yet
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>>327094
I wash my penis too often to develop that.
Funny and cute half bald rat
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>>327129
That's OP's penis
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>>327135
Op's penis is jewish. A strange question... if rats like cheese, then...
>>326990
Hookers are  illegal and full of STDs and harder to find than they used to be.
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>>327086
I might be having a schizo moment, but I think I know you. I believe we added each other on steam 2-3 years ago during a game night and I ended up deleting you along with many others who I'd never talked to or would never reply when I pruned my friends list. I'm sorry but, in my defense, I think I messaged you a bunch of times and you never replied so I lumped you with the rest. If you really are who I think you are then this place is very a small world and we've both been here for a long time. Or maybe I'm just a schizo.

This circles back to one of the points I made earlier in my other posts: being surrounded by people who are completely detached and never reciprocate makes you feel even worse, because when you try to reach out, and all you get back is silence, it stings just the same as rejection. That's why over the years I went from 50+ friends on steam to just 12, half of which being people I know irl. And, yet, even after all that filtering I haven't talked to 90% of them in several months. It drives me nuts that the exact moment I stopped initiating contact, everything fell silent. It's not just about the lack of replies, it’s about the emotional weight of always being the one to initiate, and then realizing that without your effort, the relationship just doesn't even exist. It's made me feel completely disposable.

>I believe that the only way to escape the quiet hell you have fallen into is to discover something that you genuinely care about. Something larger than yourself, which you'd be willing to sacrifice to achieve. When you live for something greater than yourself, you realize that the world needs you, people need you. You realize that you matter and can articulate why you matter. You do matter already, actually. You just need to find your purpose. 
If you're talking about hobbies and other such interests, I do have at least one other hobby besides video games, but I've been neglecting it for a long time because I just don't have the drive anymore. It being a social thing, and me having no real social life, it killed my motivation to keep practicing it, even if just for myself. 
If you weren't talking about that but rather a literal "save the world" kinda thing, I've long moved past such fantasies. I'm more than fully convinced that thinking a random schmuck like myself can fix anything wrong with the world is plain naive, if not retarded. I can't even help myself, how can I be expected to help anyone? I hardly care about the doom and gloom of the news reports nowadays, I'm aware it affects me too, but my life is already as fucked up as it gets and worrying about other things just makes no sense anymore.
>>327092
>sigma male
How about you sugma dick faget.
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>>327025
This nigga here figured it out.
The world is a scam and a sham, most people are at best npcs if not downright parasites that make demons look like legit honerable people in comparsion.
It is inconcievably difficult to find people who are worth even talking to and if you do most likely they will be sick in the head to a point they are danger to themselfs and others.
My best friends(who died some time ago) were just like that, very intelligent and charismatic but confused even severly mentally unstable, most people just used them and made fun of them.
Even tho im a asocial loner, they liked my company because i am a good listener and even when doped up good at making sober reflections of their words and actions, i would try to calm them and tried to save them from theselfs, it was futile.


I dont know how old you are op, im assuming 20 something is.
I myself was in your position, the miserable truth is this is not about loneliness, its about saftey, it is all illusory.

My sincere advice to you is this: develop a good junk habit, i dont mean steal strangers wallets and nights and go to some shady dealer then stick some filthy needle in your arm.
Get yourself some growing equipment or spore kits, make your own weed/shroom/opium or whatever, get familiar with how it works, perfect and master it, play videogames and watch vidoes fucked up out of your mind, real life is not worth it.
Think about it for a moment, why are all normgroids in reality deeply insecure and shallow passive agressive leeches incapable of any rational thought?
Deep down each and every one of them knows and feels that they live a miserable pathetic lie but they are too entrenched in it to admit it to themselfs, become self sufficient and dont get sucked down the cesspool they live in, i have been there and i barely got out again(wish i could say this for my friends).
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>>327350
Drugs are synthetic shortcuts one can take to reach a desired outcome quicker, but often at a massive cost. One can take steroids to get stronger quicker and to become stronger in absolute terms compared to one's natural genetic potential. One can do the same with hallucinogens to realize and feel spiritual truths. But both of these come at massive costs, which I'm sure you've heard a thousand times before, so I won't enumerate them to you now. My point is our natural limits are the culmination of countless millennia of evolutionary struggle. You go against your nature and the limits it imposes on you at your own peril. Often it's wiser to pursue ends with the slower and natural means.
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Valid point and i can confirm this from experience, drugs are not a substitute for the real thing nor should they be used as such.
They can however provide you with a sort of "boost" if you will, it can be very useful to reach plateaus you are not aware of that could be reached.
I also would like to stress the importance of not being a total junkie lost most degenerate drug users are, that is why i have to strictly stress not to take any pills or powders or any sort of non descript crap, stay with the basic naturally obtainable stuff such as weed, shrooms and poppies.
Also dont go from one score to the next either, chasing after drugs from shady dealers who do fuck knows what is a sure way to waste your life.
Dont become a slave to the dealer/banker/consumer lifestyle, learn, work, produce and master your own chemical augmentation.
I have tried a number of synthetic drugs such as xanax, coke, smack(smoked) and amphetamines, i can see some of the appeal and why they can be helpful in certain situations, but i have no desire to take them again nor would i ever recommend anyone to do those unless it was in some rare emergency where no alternatives are available.
That being said drugs helped me a lot to understand the world and find ways to cope with it and work around it, its not something i can easely recommend but i can tell op is an a whole lot of pain and wallowing in his own misery is not going to solve anything, plus sad to say the world is an amazing shitshow which is why most people take drugs in the first place, but their mistake is they numb themselfs to a point where they play along, the secret is to detach but to a point where one may become a observer and learn from the worlds wickedness without getting sucked into it.
I mean thats just the pool of my terrible experiences and observations over the years, maybe im totally wrong but having looked for ways out of this all my life, this seems the only real exit so far.
>>327258
This actually startles me somewhat since it was indeed about 3 years ago almost when I finally stepped away from leadership in my clan and never looked back. But I was far more active on Discord than on Steam. Was it Foxhole? If so, you know exactly who I am.

You're right. Alone, you cannot save the world. However, you can make a difference in life. For me, I found my purpose in saving a couple kids. This is not "saving the world" but to a few people, I am a hero of a very small world. The feeling is indescribable. Whatever happens, I am cemented in the memories of a few people forever. 
For others, maybe it is personal, like attaining the accomplishment of hiking the Appalachia trail (just an example). That's a lofty goal that would take months if not years depending on your parameters. Things like this are great because you *will* meet really interesting people who are already primed to be social and friendly. 

You say that you lack the drive to invest in being social anymore. I think that's because you feel like all your effort is a waste because it's never reciprocated. Everyone else is too busy tapping away at the fake world of social media to appreciate you trying to reach out to them. I've learned these past few years that proximity is the key ingredient in maintaining a real friendship. Long distance relationships are usually empty. That's just human nature to drift apart from people our brains realize "don't matter" because we never see them face to face. Only you know if you can find people close by worth talking to. 
If you met yourself, would you be intrigued by what you had to say?
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Leave the webring. Unironically.
The problem is everything is boring as fuck. Its like the world lost its romance or adventure or something. We are living in the enshittification epoch. Its everywhere and everything. Everything has been financialized to death. The midwit/censorship/HR takeover. Economic stagnation. Culture ate itself.AI is the only interesting thing, but its only slop for the masses. The internet was meant to level up civilization, not destroy it. Its like we stopped believing that civilization was a project. Like one lad starts digging a hole in the beach and next thing you know, all the other lads have joined in. Thats spontaneous organization which becomes civilization. And I swear the solution is easy, because its just a confidence game. If people would simply believe in themselves and their culture again, and commit to it, and just believe tomorrow will be better than today, then the whole thing is solved. Fucked if I can do it though.
"And when nobody wakes you in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. What do you call it, freedom or loneliness?"
- Charles Bukowski
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>>327394
absolutely and non-negotiably F R E E D O M
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Ever since I last posted I had some time to reflect and I think I've come up with a bit of an anticlimactic yet somewhat cathartic "answer" to a question that I never really asked myself. I've been thinking a lot about the circles I've hung around, and all the so called "friends" I've had over the years and how they all, without exceptions, behaved the same way towards me. How I've experienced the same feelings of abandonment and rejection from all, time and time again. And I think I finally got it. Or rather, I'd already figured out part of it before, I just never really realized it in full.

The answer to "why am I alone even when I know a bunch of people, why does nobody seem to give a shit at all?" probably lies in the fact I'm largely incompatible with 100% of the people I surrounded myself with. Maybe I just happened to meet and befriend a bunch of detached autists with extremely low emotional intelligence or whatever the trendy term is for being a nigger with interpersonal relationships. And just so we're clear, I don't claim to be some kind of social butterfly super extroverted type, but both god and I know I really tried my best and with genuine intent and effort, but with questionable results, if any.

And that's likely the whole story. Again, to know that maybe, in a vacuum, there isn't anything inherently wrong with me or with my friends is reassuring in a way, but still disappointing. It's like you've been tending to this field with love and care for years, patiently waiting every season to harvest the fruits of your hard work but they never come and you just go hungry and cold every winter wondering if maybe you're just a piece of shit farmer who doesn't deserve any crops. Until, one day, you realize you've been trying to grow in the wrong type of soil all along, and it only took you several years to figure it out, stupid retard.

I must say that ever since I completely crashed out 2 weeks ago, I do feel better, especially after my latest epiphany. I've kind of reluctantly accepted the fact that, indeed, I am alone, but now I am more disillusioned and annoyed and less wounded by it. So yeah, the catharsis comes in the removal of the the endless self-interrogation, the disappointment with the realization I may have spent years of my life putting effort into places where the return was always going to be limited.

>tl;dr is: all my friends are people whom I'd shared some interests with but never ever, ever, not in a million years, connected with on a personal and emotional level because we were always fundamentally different and I'm kinda ok with this. Either that or as I already said, maybe I am just that unlikable so people avoid me like the plague, that's still within the realm of more bitter possibilities.

I have nothing else to add, thanks for coming to my blog.

>>327362
No, it wasn't Foxhole so maybe I am a schizo after all. As for the rest of what you've said I've already typed out an essay, I don't have the energy needed for serious reply, but that's ok because I'm mostly not flipping as much anymore, I'll probably just end up going with what >>327010 said, disappear and make new friends, maybe. I think part of my loneliness is starting to hatch into resentment.
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>>328165
relatable, I think I smell not like unhygienic, but my flora is different, different diseases different infections different vaccines, and different foods.
I would be interested in studies on armpit stank and cheetos even anecdotal. I avoid artificial cheese when i can.
inb4 i rubbed cheetos on my armpits and it did not help 3/10 deodorant.
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>>328165
I hope that you're able to connect with better people. Good luck, anon.
>>328165
I was learning about manners, etiquette, etc and I realized that the whole "good manners" concept was designed because people had a hard time dealing with each other and it created a system that allowed people to enjoy each others company. 

Being good humored, patient, cheery, and putting the other person first is truly a great system for getting the best out of others and making them more enjoyable.
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>>328202
It truly is.
As long as it doesn't become a codified class indicator to be used as a status symbol/cudgel like some types of etiquette such as table setting became.
You are correct that good manners is simply thinking of others first-Not in a supplication manner, but as a way to elevate gatherings to something more than a self-centered, peacock show.
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>>328290
Its an interesting concept. "Treat other as you want to be treated". There is a lot more there than simply "being nice". Great rule, anyway, when it comes to dealing with people. 

Allow me to get bibliclal for a moment. There is that bit in the new testament where jesus says the main rules are "there are no gods but God", and "do to others as you would want done to yourself". You could literally design an incredible society and culture around those two ideas.
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>>328292
>"Treat other as you want to be treated".
Yeah like you could even suck your own dick or fuck your own ass retard. Do you even think about what comes out of your mouth?
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>>328292
Now WAITAMINNIT!
(same anon)
I didn't say treat others as you would be treated necessarily; That doesn't work for say, Masochists or even certain religious sects where upon entering another's home where they are given the largest chunk of pig or other not Halal/Kosher fat to eat as a sign of hospitality...
Thinking of others before yourself is subtly different.
It would be like not serving a vegetarian any meat when inviting them to supper, as well as not wiping your chin on the tablecloth when you are done eating at another's house.

>pic unrelated...modsly
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>>328294
You are RUDE.
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>>328298
It's ok to be rude to certified retards like you.
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>>328299
Imagine having folders and folders of faggotry for projection..
I can't.
It wasn't me you were being rude to anyway.
You chode-yodelling, spermgurgling, closetdoor licking, FAGGOT!
Lololololololol!
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>>328300
No one likes you except lonely vagrants and shit stirring concern trolls that predate you.
>>328299
>be gay
>when you put your dick where another man shits from it makes your friends die
>still be unable to stop doing so
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>>328300
You just can't help yourself but make a thread about an anon's plight about yourself, can you? Get cancer and die.
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>328323
I never did any such thing and you know it.
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>>328427
You're like if someone cryogenicly froze a novelty seeking 4chan newfag from 2012 and then set them loose on modern day imageboards for shits and giggles.
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>>328431
to me it sounds more like some midwit boomer escapee from /qresearch/ or one of the edgier maga facebook groups or subreddits, who's still stuck in 2016 and unironically thinks typing nigger in full caps on a sub 50 people ib is "owning the libs" and "based and redpilled", and dunning krugered himself all the way into " I teach them kids a thing or two..." with his based as fuck epic for the win wisdom.
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>>328432
You're both fucking wrong.
Why is it that the REKT "Modern IBs" are all just snarky, uncreative, recycled shells of the wild west fun that used to be IBs?
I mean, I have had some really good discussions here, and seen at least a handful of decent effortpoasting, but the norm is some whingy little Non-OC posting manchild from a single mom is attacking any poster who isn't as miserable as himself...
You fuckers can't blame anyone but yourselves for creating this overwhelmingly uninspiring, shadow of a hugbox, even.

All edge, NO POINT
you are a fucking PIZZA CUTTER.
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>>328440
The main shitter who's been feeding you attention is someone similar to you that also looks like and acts like the character in this picture.
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>>328440
your posts are easily ignored, they take 5 times the space of anyone else, they can be identified without reading a single word because you are a very unique special snowflake who needs all his posts to be a billboard of uniqueness. I'm not reading a single word of what you say, I swear I gave you the benefit of doubt, I did read a few of your posts and it just cemented the idea that all your drivel is comparable to what an llm would output if you prompted "ust say a bunch of crap and format it very badly please" in fact look, I just did it, this look 1:1 copy of your posts. please proceed to cry about it in another abhorrent eyesore, I'm not gonna read a word.
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>>328441
>who's been feeding you attention
Attention was never my intent; Interaction was...Discourse.
IDK who that is, But I'd fuck the wheels off her.
Like 
>picrel
>>328442
Nah... You read THEM ALL and all you ever engage with is attacking them.
I've NEVER seen you post anything interesting or engaging.
WTF is the point of an imageboard if you aren't engaging with other anons.
All you do is READ MY SHIT, Post that you didn't, Then BITCH about it like the son of a bipolar, single Mom.
Post something original and engaging you twat, or FUCK OFF
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>>328443
nice, didn't read, cry about it
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>>328444
>your posts are easily ignored
...and yet...
This ONE simple thing, you CANNOT DO


Suck it up buttercup..
I'm Staying.
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>>328445
didn't read
>>328443
>IDK who that is, But I'd fuck the wheels off her.
Like pottery. Bravo Vince.
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>>326989 (OP) 
"It’s just human nature. We all need someone to kiss us goodbye."
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