>>13960 (OP)
In retrospect, you can see that look in his eyes in his last video. That certain sad smile. The serenity of someone who has decided that he is at the end.
Terry was brilliant, but he was also fucked in the head. I wish I had the opportunity to have known him under better circumstances, but I'm thankful that I can say I knew him at all. I emailed him and he asked me if I could fix his site. I said I didn't know how, but I'd try my best. He gave me a lot of challenges. That's how I learned html, css, and php, and I damn well couldn't have asked for a better teacher. For the last couple months of his life I was the only person maintaining the site. Just following his instructions. As soon as the first rumors of his death started circulating all these other fuckwits who apparently had site access came out of the woodwork to monkey with it. The same people who left it a broken wreck in the first place. Sincerly, fuck all the vultures in his IRC. I would say they can go suck a dick, but I'm sure they're already sucking two.