who's mind is already fucked
I've just realized a year ago I can't really absorb information. Play heart felt games with decent lore that pulls on heart strings. I know I should be sad with situations and I might fake them for a bit, but not really grasp the concept. Or just read words on a screen. Maybe it's by ADHD or I'm really subhuman. Even getting out thoughts is hard because I'm always distracted by external stimuli and so much to get out that it's all spaghetti nonsense that I disassociate my thoughts and emotions because they are too much to handle. I'm tired of being subhuman but low mental stamina when I try going back to auto pilot like always it's so chaotic in my brain