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[Hide] (100.9KB, 944x659) The book was an interesting read, it is astonishing how beautiful the language is, despite it being translated, I wonder what it'd be like to read in the original language. First the book starts slow, it builds up with warm captivating images, pulls the reader in, gets him on board with the characters, only to smack him to the floor at a certain point the cat, a wake up call to reality, if you will (almost like in zen). The rest of the book seems like a melody that rises until it concludes into a shrill crescendo and suddenly crashes down completely. In the book there seem to be three extreme poles, the disillusioned nihilistic youth, the sailor with his heroic dream and the tempting bourgeoisie comfort in the form of the woman and the rest of society with their sedentary life. The boy group also tangentially reminded me of the way this /r9k/ came from; a few years back I remember this place being overwhelmingly nihilistic, not taking any of the superficial phony world for granted, disillusioned with it just like the boys, later
many drifted more towards Christianity and or later to traditionalism, which is an unlikely positive development, going into the direction of the sailors "grand purpose".
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The kitten almost seems like a perverted initiation ritual for the boys, to do away with their last bits of morality and become completely "objective" as they say, embracing nihilism. To be more specific it is the one boy, "number one" or "chief", Noboru still believes in heroism and in the sea, at least to beginn with. Ryuji is the role model for him, the true heroic man, or rather the man who has potential for that ideal, who could actualize himself into that. And this in the opposite is exactly what is wrong with the boys fathers, or all fathers for that matter, a father should be a role model, a leader a heroic inspiration, but instead they are all husks of men, without even a spark of that heroic flame, which Ryuji carries at the start of the book. They are worse then death, for in death there can still be glory, but they rot away and they spill their rot and dirt all over the heroic image, even going so far as mocking it. In this way they are worse off alive than dead, bringing only disgrace. Mariage in the current age, and in the book is an almost certain tool to kill man off, to sever him from any potential heroic aspirations.
As I said, I think the story is about these three poles, with Noboru being a central character and being torn between them. I think ultimately the true tragedy of the story is Ryuji destroying the boys dream, but even worse, destroying his own dream and himself in the process. The killing of the boys is only a reaction, harmless in comparison, for he is already worse off than dead at that point, it is an angry lashing out at best, not really doing anything in the grand scheme of things but setting a record straight and ending a meaningless existence.
There seems to be hardly a "moral" of the story, maybe a warning for men not to abandon themselves, their grand purpose. But really it leaves the reader to himself, instead of giving him say an heroic path out of the nihilistic hell. But I guess that characterizes the author, who struggled to find that grand purpose himself all his live, without ever concretely grasping it, maybe he did at the end, but I am not sure.