>>1160
>stop defining abnormalfaggotry
You people do it all the time with simplistic virginity and or autism yet you get mad when I apply an obvious tendency?
Don't tell me what I can't do.
And of course it'd be like smoking crack. That's why I say it doesn't count.
>>1163
I'm far more introspective than they are and far more open minded than normalfaggots tend to be. The opposites attract saying is something that pissed me off to the core even by middle school upon hearing it. If I hate someone that's not hating myself. That's a christian invented shaming tactic. Female hole vs the male pole. Opposites. Man angry and masculine, female happy and... you get the point. It's an enraging normalfaggy meme, the opposites thing. "Oh I hate my wife!" *kisses her*
It's bullshit. Nothing more than a shaming tactic to attempt to stop complaining. A similar one is with work ethic, faux smiles and 'faking it until you make it'. It's to stop you whining so society can move forward without regard to your problems. So long as you are silent they don't have to care.
I'm not retarded enough to fall for such obvious mind games. I'm a forever neet and extrememly agnostic, I'm not some christfaggot slave.
>>1164
>prayer
Oh boy can I return this gift? I bet it's not worth much.
>>1165
Yes, I might die but the zoning out is what I want. I also find the idea of living in a spaceship to be a desirable life. It's the peace. I even have fantasies that are cyoa tier that include having the body of a doll. No food and such, I could just read and play games, so long as I have my mind and emotions, that's what is what wants to be pleased above all else, not my tongue, not sleep, nor anything else so carnal, not my nasty slowly rotting corpse, my mind and emotions.
At home my mind is on complain mode, enrage mode, not wonder mode, not creativity mode. Revenge mode rather than euphoria. But, I would feel pangs of lonliness. I did before when I lived on my own and they were rather indeed painful. But I'd take that over the enraging complain mode of stupid ADD boredom that I have now. If I get mad it takes me literal weeks to calm down enough again to restart a fantasy book or similar. It's why I'd never get a job. My boss would make me mad on a daily basis probably, at least a weekly basis I'd get mad at customers and or the boss, even the peer employees, so I'd be in a permanent 'wait for the anger to fade' mode that would go from bad months to bad years, then an entire bad life. To avoid this I need an /out/. My presents were given to me in amazon gift cards and I used them accordingly to buy pic related, now I need to get transport, more knowledge of survival in the woods, and more healthy so I can stop this ace inhibitor shit already. Or just risk renal failure in the woods and ignore the platar fasciitis, as I am very fat. I'm 260+. When I diet I get light headed and panicky, I need to become of a different body so that won't happen. Stop taking the pills as the light headed comes, then I'd just get thin enough to walk all day. As it is 2.5ish miles per day is enough to randomly induce a week long rest period where my foot is absolutely fucked. I fell off a bus once and it's been like this ever sense. Also my knee might get worse, but my primary concern isn't of pain but fear of dialysis if the hypertension can cause that, they say it does, I'm now middle aged so it's a fear.
What do my parents do? Spend literally half their money on food of course!
When I run out of ebt they go and buy me shit when I tell them not to. I get too mad to read, play games, 'father' keeps on about politics and thinks it's acceptable 'teasing' to tell me new laws and such, so I end up just watching shitty tv shows and overeating while shitposting and making half baked plans.
tl;dr: yes walking around passes time, humans evolved to forage while walking long distances but I am not healthy enough to do it yet