This is something you should talk to your pastor about. practically speaking we need more priests/pastors. Any atheist can be a lawyer provided they have the means. But to be called to preach is truly something special.
>Should I turn my back on my responsibilities towards my family and focus on God?
>If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. Luke 14:26