>>324663 (OP)
The reason for why I fap changed over the years. When I was a teen and during my NEET years I fapped because I was bored and had time to explore things that got me horny. After becoming a wagie I now fap to calm myself down for the future work I have to do. I hope to find a better substitute for fapping when trying to destress. Fapping sucks when you have work related worries and flashbacks every few moments.