I'm male but i love being a young girl for men online. I have three bfs right now. I love being the object of their desire, i don't care of it's cringe, everything in life is conquered, everything is cruel and sad. They make me feel good, and wanted, they give me their flawed definition of love and attention, and most important they lust after me, no one else does that in such a offensive blatant way. If they can't, i just find another man to get it from. What i need is expendable to me.
Half the time i genuinely don't understand their advances or i approach them with an inquisitive mind and that makes them more horny. I am so isolated in real life that even when women are lewd to me it has no effect on me, since i am basically asexual, i don't masturbate. I become aroused, but i don't masturbate. There was this woman online that i was talking to as myself who enjoyed mocking me while she told me she was masturbating to me because i wouldn't engage with her sexually. People are trapped, and i can use that against them. I think men are hotter than women, but both are attractive in their own ways.
I'm not a tranny, i just look like a regular edgy guy.
Women function differently, they can't just be a whores and get away with it like some of you would think. Being able to bring this girl out of me and keep her safe is better than committing to a life as a "real" women. I can understand a lot of men, and i can play the girl as they would enjoy, without me getting aroused at her from a vicarious male position, She becomes me.
I just wanted to share this. I like being treated like a little girl god, i like having people need me and me not needing them, that is what it's like to be able to be a girl online. They need sex, but i don't, and therefore i have power over them. I want a constant stream of conversation from them, about what they adore about me and other things. I wish i could provide living and money so they could spend more time with me, i wish i could truly be a god to them.