>be me 7 years ago
>friends with this girl since hs let's call her A
>don't have many friends let alone female ones so obviously I always liked her
>the two of us are we're pretty close compared to the rest of our friends group
>never had the balls to tell her fearing rejection
>one day through friends of friends this guy gets introduced to our group let's call him B
>in time he becomes B close with A and since I'm also close to her he collaterally becomes close to me
>the three of us end up hanging out together a lot
>he's a pretty cool guy, I honestly can't fault him for anything
>he helps me when I need and was always a bro to me and we hung out together on our own a bunch of times no problem
>but whenever we hang out with A I notice all of A's attention, which previously was mostly mine, is now focused on B
>every time we hang out I feel like I'm the third wheel
>I begin feeling jealousy and resentment towards B and being sorta paranoid I start thinking he was nice to me just to get to her
>a year passed since B got introduced to us and he's now as close to A as I ever was despite me knowing her for way longer
>these thoughts and feelings working their way through me and it starts showing
>one day B, who was always rather perceptive imo, sees me looking down
>"what's wrong bro?"
>I confess everything, how I always liked A, how I've no experience with girls and how I don't know what to do and how this is making me feel
>he takes it all in and then says he'll help me
>he says he'll go talk to her for me and try to gauge her feelings towards me
>I'm not 100% confident it's a good idea but it's probably the best shot I got since there's no way I'll tell her myself
>a few day pass
>I meet with B again
>"look bro, there isn't a nice way to say this but I told her what you told me and basically she only likes you as a friend and it turns out she actually liked me so we're dating now, I'm really sorry"
>my heart crumbles and it's probably showing
>"dude I'm sorry I swear this was all unplanned bla bla bla"
>I just reply it's fine and leave
>the same day I get a long winded wall of text from A saying how she was sorry and all that and that she wishes this doesn't change our friendship or whatever
>reply "ok"
>she immediately starts asking a bunch of questions whether I'm ok and repeating how sorry she is
>I stop replying
>I still hang out with them a few times after that but eventually started avoiding them and making excuses until I dipped out entirely
>initially they, A in particular, try to "win" me back and check on me when I disappear for longer periods of time but it all fades out eventually
>in 2-3 months I already have basically no contact with them
>summer of that year they went on a vacation together and had a bunch of pics of them posted
I hate women
>be me last year
>I've this newish group of friends
>sometimes hang out irl but we mostly play multiplayer games and whatnot
>through friends of friends etc this girl soft joins our group and sometimes starts showing up to games
>I meet her once irl and we got talking
>since then we became closer and closer over the following months
>in the group I can tell many are competing for her attention but she's glued to me most of the time
>it gets to the point we hang out irl by ourselves bunch of times, it's almost like dating but we never said it was
>one day she says her roomates are out for a few days and asks me if I want to go to hang out at her place
>oh shit nigger.jpg
>of course I agree
>she lives one town over, I have to drive 1 hour to get there
>brings condoms just in case since I don't know if I'm getting laid or not
>get there, super nervous
>she opens the door invites me in
>I'm sweating profusely but I'm keeping it together I think
>"are you ok? just wait in the living room a sec I'll get us some drinks what do you want?" she asks while making her way to the kitchen
>I go to the living room and there's her desk with her computer on
>I didn't mean to peep because she could be back any moment but I can hear her tinker with stuff in the other room
>look at the monitor and see she's got discord open I see she has a bunch of friends with custom nicknames set by her
>among which a bunch of people prominently have the (orbiter) nickname
>"ha, fucking discord losers" I think to myself
>at that exact moment the toolbar flashes as she got a message on steam
>I open the chat and it's some guy also with the (orbiter) nickname
>my heart skips a beat
>I open the friends list and she has a custom friends category "orbiters"
>I see my own profile in it
>I put my face in my hands in pure shame and stay there motionless doing my hardest not to break down
>I get up and make my way out
>she probably heard the door open because I heard her rushing when I was closing it
>she opens the door again and asks "hey what happened, where are you going? hello?"
>I ignore her and keep walking
>she runs up to me and pulls me by my arm "hey! what's wrong, why aren't you answering?"
>I briefly look at her, probably killed her with my eyes, "let me go"
>"why, what's going on? I don't get it? as she's still holding my arm
>I shake her off and repeat "let me go" and leave
>on the drive home she calls me a bunch of times and texts me
>I obviously ignore her
>when I get home I finally read the messages and she's all apologetic and trying to spin it into a million different ways providing all sorts of excuses in typical foid fashion
>I leave her on read, delete her from friends and never talk to her again
I hate women