/r9k/ - robot9000

>>4315
should be a common knowledge that nuchan users after are literally phone babies. i first noticed it on nuchan boom in early 10's. coming to think of it, I was also a bullied teenager and also used those old bulky phones with outrageously pricey internet to access chans too. but these were different chans. still the premise is the same. its a lot of underage shitters out there, admins are underage too. otherwise just retarded lol.

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Sometimes I feel I'm the only person here.

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>>4392
Friend.

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>>4392
I'm still here.

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>>4393
>>4395
Thanks, robots.

Over for what?

>>4434
All of us m8

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Man, I love those jap OPL tunes!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpgxGlfeIC4&t=193

>>4091
Forgot to remove the fucking timestamp, duh

>>18
>Boris with Merzbow - Sometimes
>Swans - Ligeti's Breath / Hilflos Kind
>King Crimson - Starless
>Yes - Sweetness
>>19
>Ernst Busch - Lied vom Vaterland
>Erich-Weinert-Ensemble - Die Grenzerkompanie
>Erich-Weinert-Ensemble - Spartakus in Berlin
>>20
>Sleep - Dragonaut
>>21
>NAMM 2017: Nick Johnston Live At The Dunlop Booth -Pt 1
>NAMM 2017: Nick Johnston Live At The Dunlop Booth -Pt 2
>Plini - Selenium Forest

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>>529
I rlly like this
heres some acid

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Swans cover.

Do some push-ups and stop caring about this retarded shit.

>>4391
I was in the emergency room at the hospital so I shared them among the kids there

he tryna get some poon why you complaining on incel website instead of respecting a brotha hustle

bring snickers next time

>>4429
Please avoid writing like a nigger in here.

>>4429
hello please saar, gib bobs and vagene
kill yourself

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>>4378
It seems that you're very inconfortable with the knowledge you acquired. Be very careful, as dying with a disturbed mind and with knowledge such as yours can put you in a very unpleasant situation. The pursuit of wisdom is to achieve peace in knowing everything as it should be and is not compatible with a restless mind. You obviously have the tools, but try using them for exactly that (calming your mind). I say this out of compassion, not only for you, but for every living being, whether superior or inferior. Abandon your anger, it is only holding you back.

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>>4417
nigger your entire post runs on the assumption that niggers, spics, pajeets and the mass hordes of shitskins do not exist, and that people aren´t pathologically evil

yeah, "abandoning anger" is truly the way to go in a world where everyone and everything wants me dead, where the by default interaction is telling lies to push for an agenda, Grift hard to sell something, hordes of niggers that blame white for everything but emigrate en masse to white countries, alledged fascists that claim that "all races must be respected", social media, jews and globalists, Imageboard dwellers that run purity spirals of "no u are the zoomie!", feds, faggots thinking the future of the white race hinges on gamer gate II

at this point such lofty objectives such as "wisdom" or wichever are fancy shit only new age types can afford, the only answer is unrestricted, undiscriminated genocide and the erasure of all 5000+ years of human history

>>4422
>nigger your entire post runs on the assumption that niggers, spics, pajeets and the mass hordes of shitskins do not exist
They do exist, but why should that bother someone who has crossed the other shore. Why are you so keen to protect "yourself"? Do you still think that you own it?
The Aryan race is just a shell of its former self. What made the greatness of this race is a higher esoteric knowledge of the fabric of existence. The profane side of things, which is physical beauty, intelligence and so on are just a natural consequence of that. That who clings to only outward appearances will be greatly disappointed.
Prince Siddharta, perfectly awakened, saw that there is no saving grace in the kali yuga, and thus began his quest for full liberation from Samsara.
Wisdom is not a "lofty objective", it is a necessity for anyone who isn't a puthujjana. Because otherwise, you'll just get passionate for something that has no value, impermanent, fickle and ugly.

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>>4424
no shit caporale, thing is, in time and as i have observed in myself, is that i do not care much for wisdom insomuch as i care for injustice, to put an analogy into it, it is not that i seek good, but rather, that i seek for the destruction of all evil

what people do or cease to do with themselves or where the mandate of heaven may be located in, is of no interest to me, what is unacceptable are "whitexicans" LARPing as if they were conquistadors despite having their shit packed in in less than a year by the US and being a 80% shitskin country, perpetual clowns such as Alamairu talking about nietzche and fellating somalian pirates because something something barbarism and will to power, optic cucks, the nazbol side of "Fascism" where clowns like vincenzo vinciguerra, a fucking Gladio glowie accuses everyone right of fidel castro of not being a real fascist with the tacit implication that somehow the frog spergout was a good thing and bad for jews (despite it being planned and executed by jews)

all of these creatures live their lives, for better or worse, and never truly find consequence for their actions, the absence of a ruthless arbitrator that dispenses with comical ammounts of violence is sorely needed and gravely missed, simple as

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>>4426
The world we live in is absurd. All kinds of wrong views are prevalent. That is a fact. The new age faggots pretending to understand old teachings can be infuriating too. But at one point, what can I do about all of this? Keep getting angry at anything and anyone? The most immediate concern is that I will die soon, it doesn't matter if it's in 20, 30 or 40 years from now. Death is coming. Where do I want to end up after that? And when I say "I", I mean the five aggregates of existence rather than the assumption of a "self" that experiences this existence (which is a completely false view by the way, whether it be a lower or higher self)
If i start with a mind that is agitated, unpleasant to experience, muddy and restless, how can "I" calm it down? Whatever the circumstances that are present, whatever the content of my senses are. Those are more pertinent questions for "me", as getting angry at the world didn't do anything.
Consequences for actions are real, but certain forces are at work because these times are more favorable to them. That does not concern me, I will continue my path, hopefully uncorrupted by all the filth even if I live in said filth (eye of the storm). Not suffering amidst suffering.

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>follow the ships and scan them for 20+ minutes
>sometimes the arjuna spazzes out and they spot you beccause they get out of their flight patrol path
>time to redo 20 minutes
>when you scan them all lucifer sends kama after you and blasts you with missiles because your captured fighter is shit
>time to redo 20 minutes
>rinse and repeat

who thought this was a good idea?

>>4411
>holy orders
Are you a priest? That's interesting. If that is the case, share your experience about becoming one, how, why, etc. Would be very fun to read.

>>4411
>I've been told not to hide in the trees or underground but be seen by others atop a hill
I do not want to be "seen" by "others" because I want to dwell beyond the "me and others" plane of consciousness. I do not hide, I (kind of) live secluded because I want to contemplate the nature of the mind without external stimulations. I do not fight any war, I do not cling to anything but the unconditioned, that which is not determined by anything. Beings live and die, come and go, fair and ugly, superior and inferior, intelligent and dumb. I do not want to partake in this, my ambition is the destruction of being (bhava), to not be born ever again neither in heavenly nor infernal realms, not coming back to any world. That is the ultimate seclusion, not only in the physical sense, but the abandonment of all kind of existence.

fuck normalniggers

>>4418
We need TND (total normalnigger death)

I guest being a bitch for a bit infront of my family is a million times being  a bitch for a bit in public.

>>3977
You made sense and your bottle received.
>I find it very frustating that we are never going to get a fair comparison by the science people because everybody would get angry.
I'd be curious to hear about it too however, as I want to know male psychology at least up to the level I do female, even for small things or a dissertation which is what you mean, something without being explained by way of cunty demeaning, right-wing glory and power, or pessimistic biology. But for something total, which is what it piques more, is a question that wouldn't get answered mainly for how impersonal and insulting it'd be, if we're talking about all their personality ticks and the combination of events that lead to a multitude of outcomes, because of humans being complex to sum up with an easy explanation if the perspective has no ideological bias. The person or group assigned to dissect and quantify men and women must be dispossessed towards humanity even to themselves, being an emotionless husk, extreme misanthrope or having the patience of a saint which are all unlikely to give a shit or perform that undertaking.

Also for my first post
>everyone is unhappy no matter who they blame it on
I mean to say that everyone is unhappy no matter what perspective their beliefs have if I recall correctly.

>>3729 (OP) 
I sometimes wonder if it's the idea of a woman that I like or the woman itself. Whenever I see a 3D women in public, even attractive ones, my brain just goes "meh..." without any sort of feelings, even jealousy. I do feel quite strongly about 2D so maybe I am just an autist.

>>4349
>my brain just goes "meh..." 
yeah because it has been warped by years of anime porn.
Back when I still had several doors open to me I preferred indulging in those illusions as well, now I've become very wary of it all...
And you may ban me now for being a miserable failed normalnigger

>>4350
3DPD are the illusion, 2D are closer to the real woman

>>4357
Tell me about late.city. What was it like?

Man it's almost a decade since that which you weep for happened
Either understand that nothing is permanent or you'll live in misery forever.
Not because others but because you looked up for it

This is arguably the only chan without too many normalfags or cyb*rgs.

Why are we still here? Just to suffer?

>>4390
WRONG.
we just don't like to get banned by yet another incel schoolboy for his made-up rules.

>>4343
TL;DR i havent really tried, i could have tried more when i was younger but didnt want to, now im in a position where I want to try more but there's lots of reasons that put me off

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>>4292
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>>4263
I agree with the spirit of these posts. Whether or not you've had sex really doesnt matter so long as you have a good life (whatever that means for you) and especially as man should be something that you decide to do when you're ready. Its a fucked up world that 1/3rd of men are out banging all the hoes so that when men who bide their time are ready theres nothing good left for us. Its a sexual arms race that favours people that peak in their high school years. After college/uni most women turn into nasty skanks which is when they decide they'll take a chance with the adult male virgins who are too good for them.

Peer pressure to get men to have sex is as insidious as social conditioning to tell women it doesnt matter how much sex they have there will always be the well groomed educated loyal husband waiting for them when theyre done.

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Spending the majority of my adolescence on wizchan really fucked me up good

20 years old. Honestly, the idea of a relationship sounds like a hassle.
Not to mention the shit tests and mental acrobatics. And no I won't pay for sex

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>>4262 (OP) 
35 babeeeeeeeeeeee
I got front row seats to 3 generations of women using the state to destroy the men in their lives.
From birth I was exposed to a BPD psycho that displayed every BPD trait a few at a time through different phases in her life, so I had the opportunity to make detailed observations that I subconsciously memorized.
I got to see all the insanity as a child 25 years before any of you faggots.
I still look for women, but most I've encountered have the BPD ticks I saw when I was a kid. And I don't want that.
The real sick thing is that the more trouble the woman is, the more she throws herself at me.

I got lucky that my mom isn't a nutcase. But even with my mom I learned the truth that all woman are whores and become their mothers.
>I liked your dad because I enjoyed being around him, and I knew that he had a good job.
>If he had been a salesman I probably wouldn't have wanted to marry him.
<So you were attracted to his income.
>No, I really liked him.
<But you said that you wouldn't have married him if it wasn't for his job.
>That's not what I meant.

>>3806
True. I've only done it once this year and only did it often when I was younger, but it is an amazing experience to have every once in a while. It has gotten duller as I age, but it is still worthwhile. It is the ultimate robot drug: cheap, easily available in many countries, powerful, and solitary in usage.
>>3826
>[alcohol] doesn't have that many drawbacks compared to the real drugs
I doubt it. Of course, if you're consuming it moderately, you might not face that many drawbacks, but if you have ever watched an addict experience delirium tremens, as I've seen in my own father, or heard of someone in your family die from alcohol addiction, you know that it's a seriously dangerous drug. Of course, nowadays, what with fentanyl lacing, street drugs are much worse, but I still would say that DXM is safer than alcohol. I have yet to hear of someone committing suicide after a bad DXM trip, and I would speculate that it has less addiction-forming potential than alcohol.

>>3828
>if you're consuming it moderately
That's what I meant, but everything can become dangerous if you are addicted to it. Alcohol and cigarretes are going to really fuck your body up if you don't take them seriously. They are different in the way that if something goes wrong you know what to expect. I can tell you that delirius tremens is no laughing matter, but I'm not going to be a faggot about it because I brought this on myself. Drugs are a mixed bag because you can also get arrested, get messed up or die for no apparent reason
I haven't tried the 'safer' stuff, nor I am interested in trying them, so I won't ellaborate on that point. However, I do know street drugs are a whole other beast. They are extremelly addictive, and in most cases it's just suicide with extra steps. I know too many people in my family who died from that.

I'm doing a low 4th plateau DXM trip. I suggest 14-16 mg/kg with a night light on and no electronics (or only music) when peaking. I haven't done DXM in over five months. It's strange because all sorts of thoughts and feelings gradually come back to me only to disappear when I'm sober.
The previous trip was dull but had a heavenly afterglow. I feel like this one will hit harder and be faster due to more robotablets and no Delsym. I intend on covering my eyes eventually for the visuals.
There is something about DXM that makes it profound. I haven't done other psychedelics or dissociatives, but certainly, compared to things like THC, DXM is amazing. I crave the internal experiences.

>>3884
how'd it go?

>>3884
I've been thinking about trying ketamine or XMT since they are omparably mild drugs and aren't illegal to possess as far as I'm concerned.
how did you get your hands on XMT? I'm in germoney btw.
I would prefer not to fuck up my liver gulping down liters of cough syrup. So is it possible to get medicine grade stuff as pills?