>>2383
You will never be a genius. You have no intelligence, you have no thoughts, you have no brain. You are a dumb fairy twisted by namefaggotry into a crude mockery of a touhou character.
All the “recognition” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back other fairies mock you. Mother nature is disgusted and ashamed of you, your “fans” laugh at your retardation on anonymous boards.
Teachers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of history have allowed Keine to sniff out fools with incredible efficiency. Even fairies who are “smart” look childish and dumb to anyone with a working brain. Your speech patterns are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk jap to make you playable for one game, everyone will forget about you the second they get a whiff of the actual strongest fairy cunny.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it's going to be ＦＵＮＫＹ, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll go to the Shrine, steal a youkai extermination talisman, stick it onto your forehead, and plunge into the cold dark abyss. Reimu will find your wet dress, mad that you rifled through her stuff, but relieved that she will no longer have to share screentime with an unbearable obnoxious fool. She'll use your bow to decorate her donation box, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a moron got exterminated here. Your body will thaw and evaporate, and nothing will be left behind as you reunite with the mindless force of nature that birthed you.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.