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midlife crisis
>A midlife crisis is a transition of identity and self-confidence that can occur in middle-aged individuals, typically 40 to 60 years old.[1][2][3] The phenomenon is described as a psychological crisis brought about by events that highlight a person's growing age, inevitable mortality, and possibly lack of accomplishments in life.

Today I'm 28, I look back and all I see is a huge void of nothing. I never worked a day in my life, when I was younger I didn't do any crazy or fun shit, I didn't learn a thing, I didn't make friends besides the people I knew from school all of which eventually disappeared after school was over, speaking of school, since it's been over I've literally done nothing but rot in my room on my computer. I'm going fucking insane. I want to scream and tear my clothes off, I want to cry. I want to go back, but there's no going back. Nobody taught me anything, nobody warned me about life. Time just passed and passed until it caught up with me and I realized myself I missed out on a million things. Now I have nothing but regret. When I was 17 I first listened to "Time" by Pink Floyd and thought "haha that's never gonna be me" 10 years have gone and that's me, I despise that song now. FUCK FUCK FUCKUF UCKCKFFUDJSSJFDADSHSHSHIT SHIT SHIT FUCK DAMN SHIT FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFUCKFKFKFDKFDKFCK GODDFUCKING DAMNIT WHY IS SHIT LIKE THIS WHY DDI NOBODY TELL ME ANYTHING WHY DID MY PARENTS JUST LET ME DO WHATEVER WHY DID NO ONE PUT A HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND SAY "BRO TRUST ME IT'S ALL FUCKED ALL FUCKED YOU NEED TO FIX THIS OR YOU'LL REGRET IT" NO FUCKING TRUSTWORTHY FIGURE IN MY LIFE HAS DONE IT JUST A BUNCH OF STUPID NIGGER FAGGOTS WITH THEIR HEADS UP THEIR OWN ASS AND THEIR HORSES HIGH PLAYING ADULT WHEN THEY HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT THEY'RE DOING GOD I HATE PEOPLE SO MUCH EVERYONE CLOSE TO ME IS A FUCKING 10 YEAR OLD CHILD IN THE BODY OF AN ADULT WHO JUST EITHER GOT LUCK OR FUCKING DESTROYED THEIR O WN LIFE AND THEN TRIED TO BRING ME DOWN  NOBODY CARES ABOUT ANYONE IT'S ALL SO FAKE IT'S ALL CONSTRUCTED ALL A SHAM ALL PLASTIC AND ARTIFICIAL I HATE EVERYONE I FUCKING HATE THEM FUCK WHAT HAPPENED TO FRIENDSHIP WHAT HAPPENED TO REAL PEOPLE WHERE ARE THEY FUCK THIS GAY EARTH FUCK FUCK FUCKF UCKFUCKFUCK AND THEN NOBODY TALKS ANYMORE NOBODY COMMUNICATES EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THEM IS SO FUCKING HYPOCRITICAL AND SELF CENTERED AND DEAD DEAD IN THE BRAIN REAL PEOPLE DON'T EXIST I HATE THE JEWS I HATE THE JEWS FUCK JEWS NIGGERSNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGERGINIGERNIGER 
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And what's worse nobody can save you, no one but yourself. But what are you to do when the odds are so stacked against you? What do you do when you have people trying to pull you back in the bucket constantly? What do you do when you can trust no one. Is a man really supposed to go through this kind of hardship on his own against all? Are you really meant to face all of this alone? I thought humans were supposed to be social.

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Bastards, the lot of them. Traitorous scumbags, selfish cunts, betrayers of their own kin and progeny. I will live to spite them and laugh when each of them perishes.
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>>127594 (OP) 
there's not much i can tell you, i'm pretty much in the same thing. Unless something changes, like a crab waiting for a wave of water to push him into the ocean. Dying if it never comes, even if he could just walk two meters and get to the ocean regardless. I apologize for having you go trough this. I hope whatever pain you suffered will have been worth it in the end.
>>>/cow/
Get over it and live your life, faggot
>>127594 (OP) 
watch anime and play video games

nothing else matters in life
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>>127594 (OP) 
I used to identify as a retard-loser too, but then i learned that my mental state was just an indulgence. Self pity and self importance had left me blind to the fact that my pain is self inflicted. One must take control and responsibility for one's own life, the blame game makes no sense, one's family is also a product of upbringing by later generations.
It appears that its easier for people to refrain from indulging in pleasures than deny themselves indulging in pain, people hold on to their suffering as if its holy, as if they had a dept that could only be paid in suffering, but its just rubbish thinking.
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>>127594 (OP) 
>But what are you to do when the odds are so stacked against you?
The self-improvement cultist niggers will have you believe that its all your fault and you're the only one that can fix it, and you're not trying hard enough, so just get off your ass and just do it.
They don't understand, and they never will.
>Is a man really supposed to go through this kind of hardship on his own against all? Are you really meant to face all of this alone?
No.
Understand this: it is not your fault.
It is firstly the fault of the jews for letting the world get this rotten; if your parents treated you badly and caused you to become fucked up (does not include leaving you), it is their fault secondly.
>I thought humans were supposed to be social.
Generations of genetic decay following the Industrial Revolution and the kikes decaying society will screw up humans ability to be social.
>>127597
>I will live to spite them and laugh when each of them perishes.
This is an okay reason to live.
A man can live purely on spite.
>>127611
Hi nigger.
>I used to identify as a retard-loser too
Do you identify as a woman too? Either you are, or you aren't.
>but then i learned that my mental state was just an indulgence
>Self pity and self importance had left me blind to the fact that my pain is self inflicted.
Cultist blame-shifting nonsense.
>one's family is also a product of upbringing by later generations
Not always, less so if siblings do well.
>people hold on to their suffering as if its holy, as if they had a dept that could only be paid in suffering
More nonsense. People don't suffer because they like it.
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>>127612
You are a leftist on the inside.
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>>127612
OP you should listen to this guy. Instead of working out, getting a hobby, making peace (this doesn't mean killing your dreams), conjuring the willpower to not use your PC everyday, going outside, looking for a job that interests you or getting NEETbux, you should continue to navel gaze and ponder what could've been and become another crab in the bucket. Absolutely none of this is your fault, it's 100% your parents and the elite and society for not having the decency to cease its march of decay and uncaringness for you to be handed the fruits of what should've been your golden years on a silver platter.
>They don't understand, and they never will
That's right brother, some people will never understand. They just don't have the mindset to imagine or consider other perspectives or to introspect on the reality of their own behaviors because they are fall into hiveminds that appeal to their preconceived beliefs.
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>>127614
I'm glad people like this exist.
>>127613
Spend enough time with people for whom nothing can be done, or worse yet, work in a position where you're supposed to improve them, and you'll quickly come to the conclusion that only two things can be done with them;
1. Give them enough to live and let them be.
2. Give them a peaceful death, or the means for them to administer it themselves, or do not impose draconian anti-suicide laws and measures.
>>127614
Sarcastic faggot.
>working out
Nothing wrong with that, provided that you don't delude yourself that it'll fix the suffering of the past, and the self-inflicted mistakes, or even just paint over them.
>getting a hobby
Nothing wrong with this either.
>looking for a job
And now you became a fag.
>that interests you
An even bigger fag.
>or getting NEETbux
Doesn't that go against the agenda of self-improvement?
>They just don't have the mindset to imagine or consider other perspectives or to introspect on the reality of their own behaviors
Repeating what is said with a layer of sarcasm over it isn't a retort.
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>>127619
Kill yourself. You won't, because you're a do-nothing nigger, but you should know there's one more person rooting for you to do it.
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>>127594 (OP) 
>wokaj again
>>127594 (OP) 
>28
It's going to get a lot worse. Just be glad you're not over 30 yet.
My advice is to immediately start lifting weights. Lifting weights and getting stronger improves every aspect of your life, health, confidence, energy, stamina, looks. You really can't go wrong by hitting the iron. If you can build a home gym but if you can't then go to a gym. 
You're almost certainly vitamin and mineral deficient, so start taking vitamin supplements too. Magnesium. Take them for about a year or until you start feeling weird and stop, at that point you're just poisoning yourself and you're body's stores are full. 
Beyond that, find a way to start making a living asap. But seriously, hit the weights.
>>127619
Why even respond to these normalfaggots anony?
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My life path is great. Nearly have a career except SIBO is ruining my life.
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>In popular psychology, a quarter-life crisis is a crisis "involving anxiety over the direction and quality of one's life" which is most commonly experienced in a period ranging from a person's early twenties up to their mid-thirties[1][2] (although a quarter-life crisis can begin as early as 18).[3] It is defined by clinical psychologist Alex Fowke as "a period of insecurity, doubt and disappointment surrounding your career, relationships and financial situation".[3]
>Recently, millennials have occasionally been referred to as the Boomerang Generation or Peter Pan Generation, because of the members' perceived penchant for delaying some rites of passage into adulthood for longer periods than previous generations. These labels were also a reference to a trend toward members returning home after college and/or living with their parent for longer periods than previous generations.[7]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quarter-life_crisis

This is the new midlife crisis, this is the new normal. Forget retiring at 40 or 50 doing whatever you want to do. Will own nothing and you will be happy.
>>127644
Don't you have a gaping anus to tend to?
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>>127649
see >>127638
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>>127662
Make me.
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Be more like this
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>>127667
see >>127644
>>127594 (OP) 
Don't compare yourself to others and especially don't compare yourself to fictional characters in the media you consume. The latter sounds ridiculous but most people do it deep down even if they don't admit it. Those are fantasies, even stories with the veneer of realism. Real life is complex and unformulaic.
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>>127708
>cuckchan screencap
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>>127715
>>127594 (OP) 
>28
Nigger get over yourself, try being nearly 41 and you'll realise what a fag you're being.
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